Doctor checkup today. She hasn’t gained any weight BUT she hasn’t lost any more either. It’s a win for me and the doctor.
Her pediatrician told me the at her next appt with her psych doc not to leave without a prescription for her anxiety and I’m not going to.
It’s been a really rough couple of months. Her anxiety and depression and food issues have been scary. Like really scary. But one thing that happened to me through this is that I am completely finished acting like she’s just fine. So many times I say “oh it’s cool” or “I’m totally fine”. And I’m not. And she’s not. And so when my sister wants to send her shopping money as a treat I don’t even argue. Or when someone says “oh that must be so hard” I say “hell yes it absolutely is.” (These things happened today. And it felt good.)
So anyway this is just kind of what’s happening and like how things are 🤷🏻♀️I mostly just wanted to show off this freaking picture 😍











