wandering about in at least several nights, rhizomicitying out somewhat (the indexicality is high, and there's a front coming through)
like most of them or so
Were I the guy in the Ted Chiang story, I would simply dig -kata and build kata at places maximally distant on that (max elevation difference, for a nonmagical example), and then I wouldn't have gotten got by the demiurge like the guy in the story: I bet Ted Chiang is a super deathist and assumes anyone who isn't is necessarily a fool (this is uncharitable but the vibe I get from his ai consciousness views: he comes across like a 'the fiction is a better description of the world than the author's arguments' thing, as often happens when someone's job require they not understand something while describing it, like Siri Keeton got brain damage about).
I remember having a conversation with a friend and some 'probably would become friends given sufficient time together' people who were friends of the friend. I said "If you have the right time machine, you have no resource constraints, and there exists only a 'how long it takes to press the buttons' distance to anyone who might be helped: therefore, preventing every death becomes morally obligatory. like, assume there were an uber for charity: I am imagining a kind of monero-monetized torrent-I2P-meshnet-via-starlink-and-yagi-antenna-or_w/e-solarpanelpowered-EA DPR-run project, hosting a real-money prediction market that satisfies the cube criteria for actually being useful and not being just gambling but with easy taking a fall for people on the take. You have the app on your Motorola feat. Electron: 'so good the devs had to flee France' device, next to Delivery Food, Health and Services apps, and you can spend money on anything, with each spend being possibly remunerative or in the worst case making someone's life better whose life wouldn't be made better otherwise. You go 'ah, there's a special on reducing child death: I'll take five, and the exchange rates today are like, I don't need to see the price tag anyway', which would have been about 25000 USD via malaria remediation a while back. I do kind of judge people who don't have a reasoned rejection of this kind of thinking and instead just insist it's bad to think that way, thinking like a goddamn tube, you know? It's like '
I feel like naming yourself 'Jaldaboath' is a kind of warning to people: while it's all contextual how much any of this means (as usual, the world having many kinds of situation), I do recommend taking people at least a little seriously and threateningly when they say these kinds of things. It's like how nonviewers have a skewed idea of how much sexualization there is in anime, because they're being bounced by the filter spike in the opening of the show (as is the reason it's there: watch the opening of Bakemonogatari for commentary on this.
(it's 30 seconds of panty shot, and it has a bunch of long and uncomfortable(per-person) perverse sexuality, as is a necessary component of the work's whole thing: were it nonperverse to western sensibilities it would be Alan Moore or so, as he is to the British mainstream).
In my case, the evil wizard posting is all pretty accurate to me, but I am ultimately describing images. I'm opposed to harming people to the extent that for even people I dislike I don't want them left without dignity if we do come into conflict. like, take the firing squad, as is the obviously obviously obviously better execution method ethically than lethal injection. It's multiple drugs like an anaesthetic, and if it's done wrong or with other substances it can be a purer form of torture than most that have existed: that any that choose to inflict it somehow fail to notice how lucky they are that hell is not a final destination they could have is amazing to me. The pit wants you! You are within eye-for-an-eye for all the hell you have delighted in, esp. that that you felt while claiming to be righteous. That all the places that do executions haven't moved back to violent means demonstrates how Republicans_as_in_Party_Members are typically weak little untermenschen, needing a God-Emperor to medbed away the owies because they're city faggots pretending like driving a truck means you're a real cuntry boy like they usually have contempt for. (Sorry for the tone! I dislike Republicans).
If you need somemone to conduct them, I'll do it. I have speeches prepared and everything. I'll have to fund the new infrastructure somehow: I will livestream every execution on any platform that's willing to host it, and I won't conceal any aspect. I am opposed to the death penalty, because people are valuable in many ways, don't grow on trees yet (yet! people are way underestimating how weird biotech will get, and assume the American squeamishness about moving humans out of beta is reflective of the actual returns possible with a greater understanding of the human proteome, as Google recently created a general machine to do that. Even assuming every other criticism of AI were accurate, critics would still also be pit-directed for not noticing how the useful medical applications are inextricably linked to the buildout. Fuck you: I want seven pancreases, none alike, for redundancy.
(once my torso is a little more preferable, I'm planning on wearing my insulin pump and cannula with an abdomen-and-stomach exposing top, and then I would have a radially symmetric linen skirt with seven pockets, from each which would emerge dummy cannulae, so that only I would be immediately aware which one was real as a kind of med-goth look).
Like, I could be doing 'business goth tennis lunch' otherwise, and that would still put the morbidity up. If someone complained
(I don't conceal public insulin injecting in any way, and would actually look forward to someone complaining: it would be much more pleasant than the sometime response of offering to help if needed
(the relatives of insulin-dependent-diabetics often do this: relatedly, I hold contempt for the local diabetes culture, though I understand it's all meant well)
(the 'I get massages that are like, sooooooooo painful [and make me a badass James Bond type, because the brusque Russian I pay to brutalize my buttocks has tits I definitely haven't thought about when she's not in the room, like real sexhavers do]
guy I have complained about before was a camp counselor for a diabetes camp, (which volunteering I should do once I have a wife I can bring to the process, to show how I'm at least not autistic and a pedophile, as is the standard assumption [actually check with people you know including ones with poor social skills ), and that was the origin of the 'normie BDSM' take, which I still believe 100%. It's bizarre and perverse that the kind of massage that is painful is more legal than the reverse-painful kind: look at skin hunger QALY-or-DALY impacts and realize that if your health insurance does any heavy alternative medicine, prostitution being covered has a better case to being covered than any of it, as is extremely obvious to anyone who looks into the topic, that being almost no-one: decrim now)
I would enjoy that, as I like using volunteers as targets for sadism-in-words. I take anyone who's a political actor as such, and it's such obvious snivelling coward behaviour that it could only be the UK that doesn't allow it. Fuck me, if you're going to wizard out instead of dealing with the country you have to at least be halfway fucking competent at it: I personally could do a better job in any political position held by any British elected official at this point, and that's not a great sign for the health of your polity. Jerking off about how you're not Hungary 2: this time we did it to ourselves because we're fuckwits and didn't bother to run test polls for our national referendum because everyone know boffin shit can only affect boffins or as is an accurate description of Brexit is unbecoming.
