I don’t know when it developed (because I was generally a soft stan for EXO/Jongdae) but recently (after his album releases and me paying more attention to him through twitter and reading how he interacts with his fans, etc) I realized that Chen’s kinda perfect?? And I’ve been looking at his face more than ever.. GOD HE’S SO BEAUTIFUL. Have you ever noticed? If you’re not an EXOL take the time to really look at him (watch the video. It’s short and you won’t regret it; it’s a very soft feeling):
But apart from that (and this is where it gets NSFW - like my account) I notice a strong sexual attraction increasing and can’t help it. The feeling almost has a magnetic pull to it, where I couldn’t turn away even if I tried? Like he's f*cking ethereal!
I've since dreamed about him (again) and want to read fics but no one really writes? And he's so f*cking small and soft like why don't more people appreciate him (i'm people). i dont know but the attraction is really strong and i haven't been able to stop thinking about him. HELP! 😭 And also @mint-yooxgi Yandere Siren!Jongdae Siren fic really cemented everything about this pull he has and if you listen to his singing, you’re done for. SEND HELP.