I'm still proccesing All Of Those Voices, but there are some initial thoughts and feelings that I need to write here:
Louis has been a big part of my life since I was 11 years old, I was still a child and grew up with him, looking up at the person he was becoming and the artist that was finding his voice; having the opportunity to watch a bit of his life, to know how it looks like sometimes to be there with him was a wonderful moment that I will cherish for a long long time.
He is one of the people that inspires me the most. I see a lot of people talk about how their role model save their lives one way or another and, even tho it's not entirely true in my case, he does have a big influence in my life; he's not the reason I got into the entertainment business, but he sure as hell is one of my main motivations when I'm feeling like this is not my place, because one of my many profesional goals is getting to work with him one day, to meet him not as his fan but as a coworker. I think there's really nothing better than to inspire and move people to follow their dreams, to find their place and to allow themselves to feel capable of getting there.
I've been working on myself, the way people percieve me and how I treat them; Louis is clearly loved by everyone who's around him, all of them describe them as someone who's strong, humble, kind, funny, kind of cocky (but rightfully so) and absolutely full of life, he's the person I want to become (on my own way).
LOUIS TOMLINSON IS AN ARTIST. The amount of effort, care, commitment and absolute talent that he puts in every single thing he does, along with the way he "plays" with emotions, he knows exactly what he wants his public to experiences when they listen to his music, go see his shows or watch his videos; it's mental to me the thought of him not being bigger in the industry than he currently is, but Louis is playing in another league, one that doesn't go about selling the most, being the most popular or playing the biggest venues, he's all about connection, bonding with his audience and creating a space of community where we can enjoy his art with him, he opens his heart and we simply have to listen.
There will never be anyone that comes even near to what Louis Tomlinson is. That's it.
The fact that he KNOWS he deserves to be there, to acknowledge it, say it out loud for all of us to hear it and know that we all agree is so vulnerable, brave and fucking powerful and I think we all need to learn so much about that single statement and embrace it.