i never really understood when people say they just knew that they were (gender identity) or felt it deep down or finally found a way to present themselves that felt Right. i always thought that i was secretly being transphobic and i need to get rid of my preexisting biases and that i am a horrible person that disrespects people even when i do anything i can to Not Be. but like i think its cuz i never really understood gender as a concept. i never felt dysphoria or euphoria due to my self presentation/expression. like that is just a construct to me?? idk i don’t make the rules









