#apparentlyandy

[closetgakure]

Hey I'm sorry for spam liking a ton of your art. It's really good 🫣

Me throwing all my likes on the bed and rolling around giggling in the shared joy of lines arranged on a paper to form the image of gay anime boys

all made possible by likers like u, thank u 🤝

[phemiec]

SSRI withdrawals are so real. Did you get brain zaps? I was off fluoxetine for a few days and it felt like someone was intermittently running an electrode very gently over my scalp.

CHYYYUUUUP. my noggin is being ZAPPED to hell 🤯

[thekihyun]

What was the first MX song you fell in love with, and who was your first bias? If it didn't change then who is your 2nd bias ~♡

hi love! thank you for sending me this! 

The first mx song that i feel in love with it was “Beautiful”, and it was actually the first song i listened by them too. It hits so hard, and the rap and the vocals are amazing (#beautifuldeservedbetter) asdhaksjdaks my first bias was kihyun and he still is my bias. In mx the wreckers are minhyuk and jooheon, sometimes joo is 51%, sometimes it is even… my hearts still hasnt decided between them  

send me questions?

[noctilucentminki]

You went to mcr too?? I saw them in Glasgow! It was so good 😩

I DID AND IT WAS INCREDIBLE I feel like we got a way better setlist after black parade honestly dhdjfhfjf first performance of Jack the Ripper since 2003.... getting to hear a Morrissey song live without actually having to see Morrissey... luckiest guy in the world perhaps actually?? Was enough to make me wish I were one of those fans who has enough money to follow them to every show, partially because of the changed up second half setlist and partially because Sunny Day Real Estate are opening on Saturday and I am apparently FULLY back on my emo shit atm

[bettsfic]

Betty! I just wanted to say I think you're super rad and your writing is amazing and I hope you're having a good day!

ahhh this is lovely thank you!! 

[autistic-dorian-pavus]

Hey I don't wanna be weird or anything, but it occurred to me that I should tell you how much I love reading your tags about your OCs - Jasper Hawke especially. I wanted to ask if there's a specific song you really associate with him?

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its not weird at alll, i assure you ^_^ im always a little self-conscious of how much i use tags to talk about my ocs, so hearing this is absolutely wonderful~

as for the question, i actually have a handful of playlists ive done for jasper and his various aus! one for fallout 4, one for his three dragon age variations, one with a song for each au, and one with no specific theme in mind (as well as a cheesy sappy romo playlist)

if i had to pick just /one/ song, though... live while i breathe, by the moth & the flame. a lot of his au plotlines center around the idea of getting to a point in his life where hes not just surviving, but living- dealing with trauma and mental illnesses in fallout 4, coping with loss and figuring out who he is vs who hes expected to be in saints row, learning to face difficult and painful situations head-on rather than running away from them in dragon age. just, trying to find comfort and stability in worlds that would deny him both

[amiafairyprincessyet]

Oh my gosh! Your new hair looks amazing! That very short cut really suits you, gosh.

Thank you!  Honestly, I wish it had stayed super short for longer because that was such a good look.  :’)

[tinyglowingsharks]

Hey, I saw that post about the trefoil knot in your icon. What's so special about it? Googling only brings up math stuff I don't really understand.

Hey, thanks for asking!  Basically, it’s important because a trefoil knot is the simplest knot there is.  If you take one piece of string, make one loop in it, and put one end of the string through that loop (then join the ends), that’s a trefoil knot.  Its simplicity makes it, like, Knot Number One, a keystone of knot theory. That is why it’s important in knot theory.  

If you want a wee bit of background - the Victorians had a theory about the (a)ether - very very roughly the 19th century’s answer to dark matter.  they thought the ether was a substance which filled the universe, and everything in the universe was suspended in the ether.  A bunch of Victorian scientists, including our boy Lord Kelvin, thought that atoms were knots in the aether.  He and his pal Peter Guthrie Tait, and their other mate James Clerk Maxwell came up with a bunch of different knots of varying shape and complexity.  Tait (who is my fave - the exact trefoil in my icon is from the cover page of one of his books) came up with a kind of periodic table of knots.  The trefoil knot therefore kind of equates to the hydrogen atom - the simplest knot in the ether forms the simplest atom.   

That was kind of the peak of knot theory - once ether stubbornly refused to reveal itself in experiments the whole thing went out of fashion, but knot theory is still a bit relevant in quantum physics and for modelling/understanding some stuff like DNA andcertain types of molecules.  

So that’s what’s so special about the trefoil knot.