.2.11.
8:50 PM
v-mystery
Monoma.
We don't have to make this unpleasant.
ua-monoma
What did you want to ask,
v-mystery
It hurt, didn't it?
Don't hide it from me.
It hurt. The love of your life leaving. After all that. You would have died for him, wouldn't you of? And it didn't matter.
ua-monoma
...
v-mystery
When you think about it, it's been a long time coming.
That distance that grew and grew between your hearts.
You felt it.
ua-monoma
,,
v-mystery
I think.
I made a mistake in sparing him.
I think I should have killed him.
That would feel better, wouldn't it? Losing him but still having his love.
It'd be better than this.
ua-monoma
Wh-what!?
No no what the fuck no
v-mystery
I could kill him for you still. :) I'd be happy to.
ua-monoma
NO no nononono don't I don't want that
v-mystery
Oh? Don't you?
I thought you liked your revenge.
ua-monoma I dont not like that, please dont p please dont please dont kill him dont oh my god I-is that what you wanted to ask me!? If you could kill him??? As if you need... permission??? from me? what the fuck
v-mystery
"Permission".
Haha.
You're the favorite of so many. Maybe I want to get on your good side. Or maybe I'd just love to drive you insane. Permission... What if he's already dead? What if he's just a mound of flesh bleeding out on his bed? He told me, you know. He told me how much he knew he wasn't loved by you. Oh, what a feeling to wallow in... in one's last moments. And they call me cruel. Hahaha.
ua-monoma
...
v-mystery
It will only get worse.
v-mystery
I've told you that, haven't you?
ua-monoma
... yes.
v-mystery
They'll all leave you. One after the other. I think you know this.
ua-monoma
...
v-mystery
I wanted to kill you once. But I think you've grown a little too pathetic now. I'd hardly enjoy it.
And I wanted to.
Everyone tears at you so much. I'd want to hurt you in a way where nothing else could ever compare.
ua-monoma
why dont you then
v-mystery
:)
It's so sickening how you give up. You'd let me if I say I'd do it tonight, wouldn't you.
That's why. Why I won't. Gain some substance back. And I'll consider it.
Because as you are now... you're nothing. A grub of a hero writhing on the ground, whining and waiting to be stomped out. Or for someone to save you. :)
ua-monoma
...
v-mystery
There is no saving you.
ua-monoma
...
v-mystery
:)
Goodnight, Monoma.
v-mystery
Dream of me.