#desertion.arc

[ua-monoma]

wait- what happened with iida?🔑

Yes, force the information out of me, it’s great. Love that.

[ua-monoma]

.2.11.

8:50 PM

v-mystery

Monoma.

We don't have to make this unpleasant.

ua-monoma

What did you want to ask,

v-mystery

It hurt, didn't it?

Don't hide it from me.

It hurt. The love of your life leaving. After all that. You would have died for him, wouldn't you of? And it didn't matter.

ua-monoma

...

v-mystery

When you think about it, it's been a long time coming.

That distance that grew and grew between your hearts.

You felt it.

ua-monoma

,,

v-mystery

I think.

I made a mistake in sparing him.

I think I should have killed him.

That would feel better, wouldn't it? Losing him but still having his love.

It'd be better than this.

ua-monoma

Wh-what!?

No no what the fuck no

v-mystery

I could kill him for you still. :) I'd be happy to.

ua-monoma

NO no nononono don't I don't want that

v-mystery

Oh? Don't you?

I thought you liked your revenge.

ua-monoma I dont not like that, please dont p please dont please dont kill him dont oh my god I-is that what you wanted to ask me!? If you could kill him??? As if you need... permission??? from me? what the fuck

v-mystery

"Permission".

Haha.

You're the favorite of so many. Maybe I want to get on your good side. Or maybe I'd just love to drive you insane. Permission... What if he's already dead? What if he's just a mound of flesh bleeding out on his bed? He told me, you know. He told me how much he knew he wasn't loved by you. Oh, what a feeling to wallow in... in one's last moments. And they call me cruel. Hahaha.

ua-monoma

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v-mystery

It will only get worse.

v-mystery

I've told you that, haven't you?

ua-monoma

... yes.

v-mystery

They'll all leave you. One after the other. I think you know this.

ua-monoma

...

v-mystery

I wanted to kill you once. But I think you've grown a little too pathetic now. I'd hardly enjoy it.

And I wanted to.

Everyone tears at you so much. I'd want to hurt you in a way where nothing else could ever compare.

ua-monoma

why dont you then

v-mystery

:)

It's so sickening how you give up. You'd let me if I say I'd do it tonight, wouldn't you.

That's why. Why I won't. Gain some substance back. And I'll consider it.

Because as you are now... you're nothing. A grub of a hero writhing on the ground, whining and waiting to be stomped out. Or for someone to save you. :)

ua-monoma

...

v-mystery

There is no saving you.

ua-monoma

...

v-mystery

:)

Goodnight, Monoma.

v-mystery

Dream of me.

[ua-monoma]

What's with you now? Something with Shinsou or Iida or what? Buck up, Monoma, you can get through this! Just... Show whomever it is who's boss 😤

There’s really nothing to show... The matter’s been done with. Like, that’s it. It’s over. Haha. We’re over. ...

[ua-monoma]

There’s nothing more hellish than being able to look back at your mistakes and nowing all the ways you would have avoided them now that you know better.

[ua-monoma]

im sorry about what happened with iida :( you deserve something good...

It was my own fault... but thank you.

[ua-monoma]

No, I don't want a medal. I wanna hug and a promise you'll at least try with Shinso, not that you didn't try with Iida, but I want you to try to be a thing with Shinso, or at least confide in him and tell him why you won't. You might be hurting him, and I know you don't want that. Stay safe love!! :)

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[ua-monoma]

🔑 Are you afraid what happened with Iida will happen to Shinso if you two became a thing? Or is there another reason?

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[ua-monoma]

*chugs the entire root beer in one gulp and perfectly tosses it in the recycling bin* Tch. I figured you say that heh. * Gives you a long stare with tired eyes*Well, I figured you say that, it’s worth a shot. I can’t really force you now can I? If you want space, I’ll gladly deliver.*pulls another root beer out of his pocket* See you later, copycat- Mercury Anon

[Frowns as he watches her go.] ...