#appologie

[milashkakyu]

A little drawing of my child. How long i didn't draw her.

Leila: I-I'm so sorry for not being here for a while 

Leila belongs to me and xxgloria (my deviantart page)

[milashkakyu]

Appologie

Hey, guys. I hope you’re doing alright. Well.....i’m....i’m sorry for not telling you here about my hiatus. I wrote about it on deviantart, but forgot to write here. 

(but i don’t think you would care anyway)

So, i got my inspiration a little back, and i will try to be more active here and in deviantart. Again, i’m sorry for not telling you.

[nowlookherejack]

I'm sorry guys

I know i said id do a giveaway today just depression hit me had and i cant get the drive to give you guys the best pokemon you deserve. As soon as i get over this, lets blow up the gts with amazing giveaways, take care guys. Ill be feeling fine soon

[yourpoopy]

Being sorry can be very hard when we’re overwhelmed with pride, But sometimes our pride must take a fall before we lose the most important people to our hearts. And when we have to say sorry we should mean it from our soul, A meaningless sorry is like a broken promise to the heart. And it only hurts more in the end, bringing bitter resentment, And leading to the loss of a love that should be eternal, Bringing us back down to earth from the fairytale world of our mind, With a pain that is maddening, physical and sometimes critical. My heart is weeping tears of blood for the pain that I’ve caused you, And it’s crying out my apologies to your mind and to your heart. Pleading for your forgiveness for my unfortunate infidelity. I never meant, in a million years, to be so unkind and twisted. I have made mistakes in the past but never as serious as this, And I know I only have myself to blame for pushing you away. I hope everyday that we will get out second chance. That we can start with a fresh slate. To build a bigger, better, stronger love. I can’t just sit on the sidelines and watch the best thing that ever happened to me walk away from me forever, that scares the fucking shit out of me. I’ve never been so afraid in my life. I can’t watch you walk out of my life, I won’t let you walk out of my life. For you’re my true motivation, the only real thing in which I believe. Ever since you walked into my life, and disappeared just as quick, I've tried to imagine a life without you. And every time it was a sad and lonely one. Everything else is just a fantasy. It’s always been me, alone. I yearn to help those in need and that is where my flaws lay. I was alone, and then I met you. You changed my world with just one night. Never have I imagined falling in love so fast. You were my perfect everything. And I let you slip from my hands. You were reaching out to me in your time of uncertainty and sorrow. I made you happy for the first time in a long time. I should have been there for you more than I was. I should have held your hand, picked you up when you fell, helped you get through your obstacles, but instead I lost sight of what was truly important, the one person right in front of my eyes. the only truth i ever needed to know, the only girl to steal my whole entire heart, not just a fragment of it, my whole entire heart. Too late i realize my mistake. i keep it secret, i hope you won’t find out but im a fool. The day arrives, it changes everything between us. What should have been a good morning kiss became a goodbye kiss. I didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye. i lost you so suddenly and now my heart is filled with regret. to late i feel all your angst and pain. And all that’s left for me to do is say sorry in a sincere way, With an apology that comes from deep inside my soul. It’s all I have left to offer for your love and your loyalty. It’s just a pity that my own loyalty, I couldn’t hold. Now all I have left of you are the memories of the goodness I have lost, And that loss brings a sadness every time I think of your name, And my heart yearns to be able to turn back the hands of time,To correct the mistake that I have made and start again. So please take time to think about what I’ve said, this does not come from the bottom of my heart, it comes from every inch of it. Take time and try to forgive me, forgive my failure to deliver you the world you deserve, the smile you should have and the happiness given to you by a loyal man. Try to remember that I only gave you just one reason to cry and months worth of smiles, laughs and genuine happiness. I will never stop fighting for you. You don’t just mean the world to me, you are the world I wish to have forever. I love you very much.😪