I think it might be time for us to move on. Slowly our relationship just kind of becomes more of a friendship and i do not feel the love at all at times. I think it is a sign when i am constantly thinking whether or not we should continue staying together or break up. I love you still obviously but i feel like we are both with each other because of convenience and because nobody is making that first move to break up. You used to care about who i talk to, and you used to be protective and needy, but i dont feel any of that anymore yet you say you still want to be together. I feel like there is just too much missing in this relationship that despite we love each other we are not going to be happy. I constantly envy other people’s relationship because of i know i cannot do the same things if im with you. You are into being alone and doing things alone and in your own way, while i like to do things together. Among with other things, we are just going to sacrifice too much to compromise to how each other want things and eventually i really dont see us being happy. We are already not happy right now so i dont know how we are going to be happy in the future. I dont really want to settle for just good enough. I want to settle for the one that is meant for me and not have to change that person as much as we do. I want to be with someone who isnt so tired from work everyday and wont even want to see me or talk to me, because to me, i am tired too but seeing who i love should brighten my day up more instead of making my day more exhausting.
