#apxjonghyun

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hyunah_aa what kind of coffee???????????????????????????????????? ???? keke

parknalll hot coffe! ㅠ_ㅠ 

khaos_jonghyun then clean up??? don’t be a dirty lady, narae ㅋㅋㅋ

parknalll of course i did clean up! what do you think of me?? ㅋㅋ

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MissJiA @parknall My roommate is so pretty and amazing!

parknalll kisses you~ (you are too darling!😽😽)

jonghyun859 yes why are your photos so blurry HAHAHAHA

parknalll shhh i take very nice photos ㅋㅋ don’t speak bad about them!

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*, ¥

* for a drunk text

[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] why are ee frends??[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] its dumb du b dumb[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] if you wsnt my friend i could hitt on you[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] this is a sadsad lonly life

¥ for a drugged text

[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] whwn io bece a pei. ess[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] yuo cann bemu pronce[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] wed lool GRAET TOGEGHAT!!!!

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= for a scared text

[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] i got on the wrong bus and it went super far before i could get off[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] i have no idea where i am[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] there are no buses back this late[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] jjong help what should i do?[ sms ⇢ platonic boyfriend ] this is not how i want to end my life

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ㅣOnce Upon a Time ㅣNarae&Jonghyun

apolloxjonghyun

The rooms where the Apollo trainees went through their vocal practice were by no means flashy. In fact, most of them were small and a bit too warm, with room only for a piano, some chairs and, if you were lucky, a small table so you wouldn't have to leave your things on the floor. Add a vocal coach and a singer to that and the room was full. Today Narae was practicing together with Jonghyun, and even though they were in one of the bigger rooms, it felt quite crammed. She always enjoyed singing together with her friend though, and she was paying less and less attention to the smallness of the room as the afternoon went on.

They were singing a duet together, one of those love songs with lyrics so cheesy Narae almost felt a little sick. On the other hand, the melody was pretty, and it fitted both of their voices perfectly. It had been an easy choice when the two singers got to pick which song they wanted to sing. Even cheesy songs like this one has to be sung by someone, she figured, and at least it sounded nice if she didn't think about the words. It was always nice having an excuse to spend some extra time in Jonghyun's company too, as he was one of the people at Apollo she felt she was the closest to. They had bonded over their singing and over the fact that they were among the oldest trainees at the company. It was worth the effort to put as much emotion into these worn-out lyrics as she possibly could, since they were singing them together.

Narae's throat was turning uncomfortably dry though, and so she only half payed attention to the vocal coach's comments on their performance. The harmonies she sang during Jonghyun's last chorus had sounded a little off - she knew that already, and that high note at the end had been pitchy - no wonder since her throat felt as dry as a desert. Picking up the water bottle she had kept beside her chair and realising it was empty just made it worse. After a quick scan of the room she found just what she was looking for. Narae leaned across her friend, reaching for his bottle of water placed at the table right beside him. It was further away than she had expected, but this was Jjong, she knew they were close enough for him not to care too much about her lying sprawled over his legs for a moment. Success. She unscrewed the cap of the bottle and drank. It was just what she needed. After a few gulps, Narae turned back towards Jonghyun. "Thank you," she smiled, handing him his bottle and the cap, not being bothered to put it back on.

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✄ : Are there any reasons why they would ever think of self-harm? If so, what are they?

Even though she’s had the tought of it in the back of her mind during some parts of her life, it has never been any serious thoughts. She hasn’t found any reasons for it and is quite convinced she won’t either.