//How do you feel about Trey right now? :3c
"How do you feel about ______?" || accepting
Vivian’s body tensed, her gaze falling awkwardly to her mug.
A week ago she would have said they were close. Hell, she would have gone so far as to say he was probably her best friend in Aqua... But now...
Her nose still bore the bandages from where he hit her, her arms - though hidden by a cardigan - the scars from where she had attacked herself because of the bad memories he forced to the surface.
Right now, Vivian couldn’t look at him, let alone be near him. Ever since their... incident, Vivian had been so careful to avoid him - predicting where he would be and what routes to avoid all the time remaining vigilant. When she failed, she ran any way that she could be it via vent or more normal means.
“Trey... He sickens me- no that’s too strong... Trey reminds me of him. He reminds that no matter how hard I’ve tried to hide it from myself I am weak - I will always be weak.” Vivian hissed, tears pricking at her eyes.
“I should have never stopped to help him that night. I should have left him to rot in that tip because of his own filthy habit. Why can no one else see that this fun habit of his, is destroying him?! Can Trey see that?!” Catching herself, Vivian blinked away the tears as she lowered her head to hide behind her air. Taking a shaky breath, her grip tightened on her mug until her knuckles turned white. Her voice no longer holding the strength and fury it had previously held, she whispered meekly.
“I... I just don’t want him to hate me for what he saw...”