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[agoodpriestess]

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Looking to expand my network <3 

[xrollthedicex]

-im back, what happened?

tldr: hi, I was previously known as spamtsworld, and I created many xenogenders & was very involved with the mogai community. During a mental break, I deleted my past blog, so this one is dedicated to archiving the labels I created and possible making new ones.

detailed explanation below break

Basically, I just wanted to explain what happened with my old blog, spamtsworld. I went to log into it last night and realized that I must've deleted it, and completely forgot. I also deleted my Instagram, which I too forgot about. I used to be relatively active in this community, but I often felt a large sense of shame related to my identity when I would see negative comments about Xenogenders online. I would go through phases where I was completely happy and secure in my identity to thinking that identifying with xenogenders somehow made me less trans and less of a man (despite this not being true). I am fully supportive of others who identify with these terms, it just seems I struggle with internalized shame/hate using these labels because of online discourse, which sucks. I found this community very accepting of who I am, and I still identify with xenogenders despite past me trying to hide or get rid of that part of my identity.

I'm not sure how active I will be, and I'm sorry for the long rant lol. I plan to use this blog to first archive the old labels I created, and possibly create new ones. As for now, my requests will be semi-open, it really just depends whether or not I feel like it.

I hope at least one person resonates with me in the struggle of my identity, as I'm sure its relatively common to doubt yourself or feel shame about who we are. But, anyways, stay queer everyone! And be yourself, no matter who others may think that will be.