I do not think I’ll be able to share this tomorrow, let alone on the 21st but, here it is.
It’s been a year and, it has been a really tough year because I still haven’t fully accept it and maybe one day I will get there but right now I still keep having dreams that she comes back, and I still wait for her to go online and that it never happen and we will just, like, keep talking and nerding about the stuff we both love and ranting about the stuff we both hate. And yeah, like, I know now she came back to the stars she loved so much, because she always believed we all are made of stars and I want to think so too. Is just. I just keep feeling I need her, I will always need her.













