getting avoidant urges to cut people out of my life because they’ve learned too much about me 👍

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getting avoidant urges to cut people out of my life because they’ve learned too much about me 👍
hate when i share something excitedly and someone responds with critique and it puts me into fight or flight mode and i automatically start crying and have to immediately disappear
i’m tired of being constantly aware of how everyone views me with outright contempt
need me some fiction where a person with canon avpd is allowed to go on a justified rage rampage
once again sad that amatonormativity means no matter what achievements i make for the rest of my life, they will never be as highly applauded as my friends getting engaged/married
me: WHY DON’T I KNOW HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE
why i don’t know how to talk with people:
for someone so avoidant i sure do get triggered hard by being ignored
when you’re transmasc and disabled with chronic fatigue you really do have to rely on your personality to make you attractive to others
so get this, when you also have a personality disorder,