Sep 8, 2025
Any more dissociated, I’d vanish. My head feels like actual hell. I don’t know who I am, I don’t know what’s real outside, I’m physically numb. I feel exhausted. And I have two more hours to go. Of classes. I don’t know why I feel this bad. Well I have a few clues, but nothing set in stone. I just feel like I’m on the edge of a switch, constantly and it’s getting worse. Switches for me are like two magnets on the same side pulling away from each other. It’s a hellish sensation.