#artistic narrative

[valentineua]

Father's favorite chair (1875) - Charles Louis Baugniet (1814-1886)

[thelittlebox]

I have this as a page on my blog but I just wanted to make sure people see this...

Just so you know, I don’t want anyone to kill themselves.

Just so you know, I know we can.

Just so you know, it is an option.

Just so you know, it’s not the best one.

Just so you know, it’s kinda hypocritical of me.

Just so you know, I do the same thing.

Just so you know, I lie awake at night and fantasize about the cuts and scrapes and bruises.

Just so you know, sometimes I end up doing it.

Just so you know, I know it isn’t good.

Just so you know, this isn’t a place where I’m trying to get attention.

Just so you know, I’m just trying to release.

Just so you know, I’m hoping that, by opening up anonymously, I can one day open up to my family.

Just so you know, I don’t know what trigger warnings to put but I’m sure there will need to be some.

Just so you know, I don’t want to cause anyone pain.

Just so you know, you can let me know if I do.

Just so you know, I want us all to stay alive.

Just so you know.

[thelittlebox]

Three hundred and sixty-five blank pages catch the minutes and ride them far away from me. One by one, they are scattered and float out to sea. Opportunities pass like the ticking wind; its hands take them to a place I’ll never see.