I want to apologize for drawing so slowly.
I have really severe and sudden migraines. The only thing that seems to help is a pair of blue light glasses and a LOT of sleep. It's really frustrating to deal with because even though I enjoy a good sleep, I don't actually want to do that all of the time. I also had to leave my job which was really sad. I liked working.
I think one factor that causes the migraines is that I'm worrying too much, which I find funny because the only thing I'm worried about is wanting to have a job and feeling embarrassed I havent done much with my life. I suppose I'm in a silly little feedback loop, but it could also be something else entirely; I don't think I'll ever find a concrete answer.
I wanted to give up so many times, but I decided I won't. I think I will always be sick and sad, so I will keep trying in the mean time :) Thank you all for your nice words in the tags!