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I don't get the tumblr live chat thing Always on mobile anyways so!!!!
I made a list... I ., my boyfriend doesn't really get it but I was crying today while talking to him.. I've been having stomach pains ever since I was young. And chest pain. And other sort of pains. So basically I should have went to the doctor about 5 years ago but I haven't. So he got mad at me when I told him about it and now I scheduled an appointment and I'll go see the doctor on Monday. What he doesn't get is the fact that my whole life I basically hoped I would just crash someday, be taken to the hospital, and just find out already what's wrong with me. I literally hope that the doctor will find something because I've been carrying this feeling my entire life that there has to be a problem with my body because I've been having so much pain and I just want an explanation to why it's happening.. I'm honestly kind of scared I'll go and he won't find anything.. Which would mean that it's either a problem harder to find (and more serious) or that there's just nothing wrong and all the stuff I feel are basically nothing. I just want to get it over with. So I made a list, with all the possible symptoms that might be helpful to find what's wrong with me. And I could write about 10 possible symptoms. I just want to get it over with :/
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the last year was fast?
starved myself all week then got really upset and ate so much, now just feel so fat and shit
getting more tattoos
one of pops from regular on my ankle
and the deathly hallows symbol on my wrist