This is literally the worse summer ever. I have spent the whole thing feeling like crap. For the past week I've been like on bed rest. Honestly, there is no point. And I'm physically and emotionally drained and just flat out exhausted. I never see my boyfriend anymore, and he is no help nor does he have a phone to ever call me. I feel like my life is completely consumed of overwhelming health problems that won't go away. And I'm sick of it I can't take it. I'm so stressed out. I don't even know. Why can't I have normal health? Honestly.













