#asexuality spectrum

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Mutually worrying.

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"There are times when I wish it was just the two of us in the world, even if it was just pretend."

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Seriously! I never get tired of it. Being with you, that is.

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Love pierces you, and it blossoms.

Like an arrow it cuts through.

It grows through both.

So if their arrow has not a jut point, but flowers, they probably can take it out without pain. Well, the story made a point in say they would be fine not together. Life would go on and they would be okay. But isn't it better when they are blossoming?

Be fine is not the same as be where you want to be. To share a life, to grow together.

However, love is not the only thing that grows on them, worry, doubts also pierce. Mostly Arita. But it doesn't blossom, it grows like a winter tree taking space and Takeda now is aware of how much Arita suffers because of the world, because of how it treats Takeda.

People can die if only bad feelings grow inside them. You see, the tree has no leaves. That's why you must care for who you love. So they can blossom too.

They are being pierced, at first feeling it alone but slowly...

It pierces both at the same time. It's mutual.

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To fear to hurt the other, to fear even asking something because this may bring them pain, the fear of losing them, of them running away, it's one of the big struggles of loving someone. But to understand the other, you have to overcome this feeling.

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I have explained this to people more than once, there's no thoughts about dating, kissing, marrying, having kids or the sorts in my mind, I think about my art, my work, my family, books and fictional characters, the problems of the world, the past, the future, today, the bad things that happened to me, the love I feel for so many, fashion, horror, trees, the taxes, why can't you fuck off, and...