I cry everytime I think back to 2021-2022/2023 on Tumblr, by no means do I regret that time of my life, I'm actually really glad I did join Tumblr and I did get into the dsmp/x reader community or else I wouldn't have met such amazing people nor would I have discovered myself and well my system, even if there isn't anything to go back to anymore I still reminisce about that time and I wish I could go back to that time to relive it. Even if it meant I would go back to her. Even if it wasn't a good relationship in the end I'm still eternally grateful that I met them and I got to spend a year of my life with them, even though it left me hurt in the end. I still love her though I need to move on and I have, I just kinda wish I could live in the time where I met amazing friends and partner, or maybe find a space where it can feel the same. Maybe I will maybe I won't. But I still miss the time spent on Tumblr during that time, I also miss that I wrote such good fics....