#ash pining

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women w muscles.

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Okay wait life update since I rlly haven’t been posting:

- my car broke down on Friday while I was driving to school and I continued to drive it while it was smoking bc I didn’t want to be late (whoops)

- I got an email saying that my short story is being considered for a prize and I’ll find out on may 23rd !! (It’s based a bit on porch light by Noah kahan)

- I mayhaps have a partner… :D

- one of my friends is coming to my school next year which is really exciting bc my school is kinda lonely (like yea I have friends I made but it’s not the same)

- less than a month left in school !!

- I tried kt tape binding and it was rlly good bc I’m using a makeshift binder rn that doesn’t really work but this worked HOWEVER it was a sensory nightmare like it was so fucking itchy I had to take it off two days in and I kinda ripped of some skin (double whoops)

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Maybe something is in the air because these were our texts

(Context, he is camping, decided he wants a bear as his valentine)

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OH MY GOD DID I TELL YALL THAT HE BOUGHT ME COFFEE THE OTHER DAY

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Right so its 12am lets analyze my love life

Ok so there's this boy (I talked abt him earlier he's cute and blonde) and my friend is convinced he likes me and I think they're delulu but then I started thinking so I must ask the masses, how gay are these things (keep in mind he uses my pronouns but he does slip up often (and the corrects himself) and I'm not sure his sexuality):

he texts me a lot (usually about music tho)

according to friend he "is nicer" to me than others

today in class we drew cats together (we were both done with our work and bored)

Makes sure I don't procrastinate (quite literally stares into my soul until I work during our work period)

He laughs at my unfunny jokes

If I mention an at school activity he will say "okay ill come" even if I didn't ask him (but also w his best friend that he's inseparable from)

I won't make the first move but I just wanna know yk? He's really cute and he makes me happy but idk and I don't want to be sad if it doesn't work out

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I’m so hot I made my partner run into a tree after I sent her a photo

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i don't have anyone to talk to about how pretty my partner is so yall get this

he's soooo pretty she's so cute and gorguess and perfect and I cant really spell gorgess bc my spell check doesn't work but he's the best and I wish I wasn't so yearny so I could just tell her instead of yapping on main where he can def see

wtv

my partner is awesome sauce and lets me be a nerd too so that's wonderful bc I'm a huge ass nerd but we'll be nerds together <3

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My fuckass is blushing so hard I cannot form words