Thank You
So I said I went to Spain for a school trip and I had such a fab time with amazing people and with some people I've never spoken to before and realized that they weren't all that bad (apart from inviting me to drink and smoke with them) but they were pretty nice.
Highlight for me was when Jigga the Gorilla played with us and in the hotel room one night. We were playing truth or dare without the dares lol sitting there eating popcorn and drinking water (lol had to) and was just there in our pjs messy hair and dark circles and everything and everyone was asked
"What's your deepest secret?"
They were all funny and I couldn't believe some of the things I had heard but I was the last to be asked and I just want to apologize for ruining the atmosphere you guys lol
I told everyone about the situation I was currently in and it's been in my head for 1-2 months now and when I told them they all listened well and respected my feelings and I knew I left them speechless but I couldn't help it. Having something bottled up and letting it out for the first time to people I trust felt so good and I couldn't believe how understanding they were.
I don't know the point of this post but I just wanted to say how blessed I am to have these friends and them telling me they're there for me and that they'll go through with me was just so heart warming it made me cry even more lol
I just love knowing I have them beside me but I hate causing them trouble, I wouldn't want them to worry but it can't be helped. I'm not keeping this to myself anymore it just hurts too much.
Thank you to Erika, Rebecca, Marian and Kassie. You guys don't understand the place you hold in my heart (as gay as it sounds)
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