I've been seeing a lot of unlove for Thor: Ragnarok on my dash as of late. I have no argument with fans who don't like Ragnarok - a story either works for you or it doesn't, & it's okay if it doesn't - but it's left me feeling a bit lonely for some Ragnarok appreciation. & as you seem to be a Ragnarok fan too: I'd love to hear any of your thoughts about Ragnarok, esp. as it applies to Loki's character inspiring us fans to embrace our own chances to change. Y'know, if you're not busy sometime. :D
Fishy friend! I would love the opportunity to do a positive rant about the movie that sent me hurtling down into the Loki fandom! And seeing as I’ve taken the morning off, let me answer this right now before things get nutty later this week!
This…uh, got a little long. I have some opinions. :)
To me, Loki spends a lot of this movie seeming…downright uncomfortable, like he is stuck in the wrong skin, at war with his own identity, his own body, even (which is ironic, given he is a shapeshifter). He’s in that liminal space between two identities - the fallen, angry prince and not-son and…something else he hasn’t quite defined yet.
Loki’s entire sense of self, his identity, was ripped away in a few short minutes in the weapons vault in Thor 1. Everything he had thought was true about himself suddenly not, his world inverted (and worst yet, he likely had an inkling this was the case, but could never put his finger on it.)
So what does he do? Clings on to his rage, his anger, creates this new costume of outcast, the prince betrayed, of monster. And for much of the Avengers and Dark World, he holds to this identity, even while saving his brother in the end.
But after he is “dead?” (And I am of the mind that Loki fully expected to die after he was stabbed but wasn’t going to turn down the opportunity the Norns presented to him after he woke up on the plains of Svartalfheim). Open book. And it totally makes sense that he would take the guise of Odin. Helping Thor defeat the Dark Elves was Loki’s first step towards countering his identity as the fallen son, something he did more on instinct than anything, an action that revealed his (*gasp*) better nature.
And I don’t think Lokes wanted to think about that. Like, at all.
So he subsumes himself in a totally different identity. The one he had thought he wanted for so long - to be someone else, to be worthy to be the King, to be worthy of his Father. It’s a fantastic method of running away from your problems (I would know). “I don’t like myself, I’m not sure who I am. Let me be this socially-accepted person who I thought I wanted to, and thought I was expected to be.”
Good job, Lokes. But here’s the problem.
You can’t run away from yourself.
And of course, it all comes tumbling down when Thor returns to Asgard, because, of course. It’s Thor, it’s always Thor - barreling in, trying to pull Loki back, trying to accept him for who he is and can’t Thor see? Loki doesn’t want to be who he is, because that’s not good enough, it’s a lie, it’s a terrible fiction, he’s only becoming the monster he was born as and can’t Thor just leave it be?
But at this point, Loki has mellowed. He’s overpowered Odin, sent him away to the nursing home. He’s outed himself as a Jotun to greater Asgard. And…not much happened. Anti-climatic. He’s King.
How long can he hide behind this fake identity?
Not long enough, it seems.
And so we see Loki see-saw back and forth throughout the movie. His attempts at betraying Thor seem almost…half-hearted. Like, this is what he feels like he’s supposed to do, to be the bad guy, because that’s who he is, right? But that ship has sailed, the world is moving on, and Loki can either try to cling to this former identity he built for himself as a shield, as protective covering. Or, he can change his costume (!!) and be something else. Let’s try something different.
(Although he does play up his bad-guy persona for Bruce Banner, because he knows he can get away with it and I’m certain it brought joy to the trickster in Loki. But that’s the thing. The bad guy schitck is an act of mischief, totally different from actually trying to be a bad guy.)
I mean, look at Loki’s costume on Sakaar. It’s totally different from his usual colors, his usual Asgardian armor. I feel like Loki, again, is trying to run away from himself, this time not by trying to subsume his own identity into someone else’s, but by recreating himself completely. No more Loki, Loki doesn’t exist anymore, I’m someone different, my past is forgotten. And again, that’s just…not how it works. You carry your past with you, you are who you are (always yourself). Lokes can’t hit the reset button by putting on some fancy-pants and hobnobbing with the Sakaarian elite.
Again, it’s Thor who crashes into his reality and pulls Loki unwillingly back to himself. It’s always Thor. His brother knows him better than anyone. His brother accepts Loki for who he is, but he can’t force Loki to change. He can only encourage Loki to accept himself. (And that’s the thing that Thor finally learns in Ragnarok. You can’t force change on others, they have to want to change for themselves. Which is why he walks away from Loki on Sakaar.)
And now Loki has what he thinks he’s always wanted. He’s alone. He’s pushed everyone in his life away, and he’s finally succeeded. Except…that was never the plan. He didn’t want Thor to leave, he didn’t want to be alone, he just wanted to be different, wanted to not be himself, and Thor was this awful, constant reminder of everything he was and is.
Somewhere in that moment, Loki decided to do something different.
And so he returns to Asgard as its savior. Dressed in his own colors, but in the Sakaarian fashion. He is himself at his core, he’s gone back to who he is. Not Asgardian, not Jotun, not a prince or a king, but the God of Mischief and brother to Thor. He is himself and yet he is no longer who he was before.
It’s…a bit like walking around as a raw nerve, feeling everything anew. Loki is still uncomfortable on the Statesman - you can see it in Thor’s coronation scene. But he’s slowly coming to accept himself. He is not a King (not because he wouldn’t be good at it, but it’s not him. To be King means to be tied down, to be subject to other’s whims and Loki is an agent of chaos, he is too much of a free spirit to be a monarch. It would, I feel, make him miserable in the end.)
So he learns to accept Thor as being king, to accept his own place as an advisor (where he would have so much more power and freedom). To know that titles are not his only worth. He learns that chaos and mischief and tricks are who he is. Change and destruction.
And…it shows during Infinity War. That he has come to terms with himself, can stand up to the Black Order, mock them in the face of death, assert his identity, the most important title, to my mind, being “God of Mischief.” I like to think Lokes still has a few tricks up his sleeve.
It’s a story, a theme that is massively resonant for me, having been through this kind of cycle. One of the many reasons Loki is forever my hero. And why I so enjoy Ragnarok. :)