I wish I could see what you've found in the finale. All I can see is the death of aziracrow. Don't they deserve to be happy ? Don't WE deserve to be happy? Do queer people always have to be left with sad endings, can't we have a good one? Why don't we get happiness like others do, why does it always have to come at such a heavy cost?
It was doomed from the start. Good omens was supposed to be different, but once again I'm left trying to pick up the pieces and explain why "its really not a bad ending!"
Maybe I'm looking too far into it, maybe Asa and Anthony are Aziracrow and maybe they have gotten their happy ending..
I apologize for being in your ask box (obviously, feel free to ignore this), I simply noticed your change of heart and wish to follow in your lead. I don't want to lose this fandom as it's the most important thing to me.
Hi, hello
Im going to write this in one go, ignore typos and grammatical mistakes
So.
Yes, I was absolutely devastated when I first saw the finale, @hyperfixating-rn-brb can tell you, I was a MESS. And for the following hours as well
And then, I started to think, and a lot. (I still do think about them, I barely can think about anything else since the finale) and I somehow made peace with the end
I tho had a mental breakdown two days ago, on the night of 14 may, and it was no fun, I was at rock bottom and cried a lot (it helped tho, crying is good, better than botteling up)
I completly broke down but I still see the good in the final, the hope and the love, it's here, but because we were so terrified to see an human ending theory, we forgot to see their love and how they showed it makes sense to them, they always have been like that anyway, dancing around words and all... but for once, they danced together and understood eachother.
What I m trying to mean by this is : Its ok to cry, to change your point of view, to think and to feel shades of grey about the finale, we all need to process
I still like the ending, and ill never take back what I said in my posts. the more I think of it (and I think a lot) The more it makes sense, and I hope you will see it too one day. It's okay to have questions, take your time
Yes it hurt like HELL but there's hope and love when you are looking for it, and it's really there, always has been.
The fandom is currently starting to notice the end credits only now (thanks amazon for skipping them without asking !), if you haven't watch them, please do. It healed me a bit more and confirmed to me that they are there, that they are well, and that the ending is open enough to see parallel universes where they always end up finding each other again. (We can see alts of our Aziracrow on multiple little round planets, and the credits litterally end with Aziraphale and Crowley dining in the Garden Of Eden and raising a toast to their world, to humanity. Across universes, meeting across history, as they always have, because it's ineffable and their love is the most predictable thing in the universe. We just saw their human versions, as a way to say "our mortality, even in another universe cant stop us from falling in love", and if anything, I believe in réincarnation for souls with nor heaven or hell to go to
Their soul knows and will remember, in every universe, even if unconsciously (the apple tree, the bench at St James, the bandstand, the cocoa, the books, the stars...), until they start to search for coincidences and answers and memories, where the furniture isn't.
I don't know who you are, but if you noticed my change of heart, perhaps you are following me ? Don't hesitate to send me a message, I will gladly answer to you and hopefully, will be able to soothe you heart after the finale, just like the fandom and my dear friend Haley helped me too.
Please take the time you need, grief isnt linear, you will be okay, it's only Day 3 ! You can't expect to be perfectly fine and going on with your day only on day 3, can you ?
Read fanfictions if it helps (there will be plenty, thanks to how the Finale allow everyone to write and imagine their own stories, so many blank pages to fill, stories about Asa and Anthony, wedding/dates/flirt... and the others, and thats awesome !), but know they are always here, always will be, guarding over Earth and us, standing close to the other. Perhaps in that little bookshop snowglobe we see in the cottage, as their own pocket universe :)
They are still here
Im hugging you tight, wherever you are, Anon
We will be okay 🤍
