#ask it

[charlie-h26]

So... regarding your animatic murdermedia... were they already together before or only after they met in hell?

Before. Although it took Vincent a little while to get that kind of treatment from him

Al's expressions when he first sees him, compared to later indicate that he gradually got used to Vincent's bad flirting

Taking him out dancing definitely helped a lot

[1andresepulveda]

Hit Me Up

[charlie-h26]

Have u watched villainous bc ur pfp made me think of flug

Yeah... I've been told that. And the answer is that every person with a bag over their head is an unrecognized relative of mine.

[sitboi]

Hey, are you still alive (and well)

I could maybe write another egg fic to aid in healing if you need it

Hello! I am alive, I am still not quite well, but I have all my important doctor and surgery appointments in the next two months so maybe I'll be well soon

I'll never ever ever ever turn down more egg fics. I'm still slowly hacking away at my sequel. Very very slowly.

[charlie-h26]

Ummm… David Murray possessing the White Tiger

I don't know how much time has passed since this request, but I still have no idea how to proceed, my brain shut down.

How the hell did my brain turn off on something about Fnaf? Fuuuuuuuuuuuk

[sitboi]

still hanging in there friend??

I sure am. I've not quite recovered my ability to think or be productive and my body still feels like it was hit by a train. But I managed to cancel my cosplay events for the rest of the year and plan an actual vacation instead. So I have something to look forward to at the end of October!

I've been attempting to write, it's just... not going great. I truly don't have the words to describe how my brain feels when I try to use it these days, but I will say I'm working on it.

[sitboi]

How ya holding up?

I won't lie... I probably should, but this is tumblr so why would I.

I am having the singular hardest time I have ever had in my life.

I kicked the pneumonias, plural, and still have secondary infections/problems. My digestive system is back to being a trainwreck, my head hurts constantly, I took my first walk today since I got sick and I breathe like a sack of SHIT.

I also am finding out the hard way that if you have severe OCD (I've struggled but managed for years) that the post-covid haze is insane for your symptoms. I've had intrusive thoughts I couldn't make up with my very wild imagination on regular day, yet my brain plays them for me like a shock film on loop.

And post-viral depression?????? Who knew that was a thing??? It equates to feeling as listless, hopeless and useless as I've EVER felt.

Anyway, my ass? Kicked. BUT GUESS WHAT, I am fighting my way through it. I miss being active, I miss my discord, I miss my friends cause I have stopped talking to everyone in lieu of being a corpse, but I am slowly and surely trying to figure it all out and get back to myself.

I'm sure you'll see me say more on the topic (assuming nothing kills me). But thanks for checking on me. ♥