Being the newest addition to Negan’s collection of wives also meant you were the one that was gossiped about the most. It was common for you to hear whispers, rumors on what your old husband must’ve done to make you marry Negan. Some thought maybe it was even a punishment for something you had done. Did you piss Negan off and have your punishment be becoming one of his wives? Of course, he wouldn’t force you to do anything, it was all up to you on what your choice was in everything. He was a man all about consent. None of his other wives didn’t seem to ever think that you just wanted to marry the guy. Which didn’t make sense when you thought of Negan. Sure, he was an asshole to some, but, he was a good looking guy, and he could be sweet when he wanted to. Plus you get extra points to get things you wanted, it was like a win-win.
Though, it didn’t feel like a win-win when half of the time you were being ridiculed by the other wives. Before getting married to Negan, you always saw them cheering each other up, or just hanging out. They all seemed like they were sisters, they seemed so close. That’s what you wanted, to have a family, as weird as that one might be. But instead, you were given the opposite of what you saw. The girls didn’t show you any good intentions. In fact, the only time they gave you attention was if you were being talked about. Of course they never said anything straight to your face, but you knew that you were being talked about. It wasn’t like they tried to hide it, it was obvious.
The first night as Negan’s wife, it was time to consummate the marriage. You were nervous, but he was sweet. In fact, after the wedding (because of course Negan wanted a wedding, he did with his other wives, it was something he liked to keep from the normal world apparently), all you two did was sit and talk. It was weird. You sort of prepared yourself for weeks for this day, you didn’t know most of it would be talking for hours. But soon enough, talking led to kissing, kissing led to touching, and touching led to sex. Even though you liked Negan and you were attracted to him, you were still nervous. This man wasn’t necessarily the gentlest, and he didn’t have the nicest demeanor to him. So it was a surprise at how slow he took everything. How gentle he took things. It was like he cared for how you reacted to his touch, like he paid attention to the noises you made when you liked something. Something that you thought was just for him, turned to be something that was for the both of you, something you weren’t expecting that night.
You didn’t even have to have sex with him on that first night. You remember the moment clearly. He made sure you knew that you didn’t have to. “Just want to make sure you are one hundred percent comfortable… we could just talk all night, I’m fine with that too doll.” It made your heart swell, that he cared. Or at least, pretended to care. Either way, it was nice knowing that for the first night at least, he took things at your pace. He took care of your needs before his own. It wasn’t something you expected, but was greatly accepted.
You were snapped out of your first night trance. Oh what you would give to go back to that night. Sure you’ve had sex with Negan multiple times after that night, but that first night. That first night was what brought you close to him, it was slow, and passionate. As if he loved you. You loved him, you were sure of it, that’s what had to be giving you the heart aches whenever you saw him or were by him. Wait, right, someone needed you. You looked up from the drink in your hand. You sat in the corner of the room, your legs crossed as you sat up straight. The girl in front of you, her name was Emily, you think, one of his wives. She looked angry, her arms crossed over her chest, she wasn’t smiling. Damn you had to learn the other wives names, otherwise confrontation like this will be more awkward than it has to. You were expecting something rude about your hair, or the dress you chose to wear that day, but all she had said was that “Negan wants you tonight instead, don’t make him wait.”. She walked away after that. The wives usually had set days for when they saw Negan, it wasn’t usual for him to change it up, but whatever Negan said goes, of course with consent.
You put your glass down on the table next to you, getting up from your comfortable spot. It wasn’t necessary to stay in that room with the other wives, you did have your own room, but, privacy of your own room, versus free drinks.
You had knocked on the door to Negan’s bedroom, a muffled “Come in” heard coming from inside. You reached for the handle, twisting it as you opened the door to his room. Closing it behind you, you saw a drunk Negan sitting on the floor, struggling to get his boots off. Sure you’ve seen Negan drunk before, but you hadn’t ever seen him struggle to get his shoes off before. “Need a bit of help?” He looked up at you, rolling his eyes as he tried to untie his shoes. It was a bit funny, but drunk Negan was unpredictable Negan, you decided to hold in your laugh. You took off your heels, why did you wear those? Sitting on the floor across from him, you reached over and untied each of his shoes for him, setting his boots by the bed, tucking the laces inside.
He didn’t say thank you, he just got up from his spot on the floor, going to the bed and falling onto it. He seemed tired, maybe all he wanted from you was to get his boots off, you should let him rest, it seemed like he needed it. You get up and go to the bedroom door, your weight and bare feet causing the wood boards to creak as you stepped. Negan heard your footsteps, turning to his side on the bed. “No, stay, just to talk.” He grumbled out, adjusting to sit up and take off his jeans. You wouldn’t help him with that, you didn’t want sex tonight and give him the wrong idea, and he seemed like he could get the job of getting his jeans off by himself. You sat on the opposite side of the bed, bringing your legs up to relax. The next time you looked at him, he had his shirt off as well, and was getting under the covers. “What did you want to talk about?” You ask as you felt his calloused fingertips brush against your wrist, lightly holding on as he pulled your hand against his chest. You’ve been married long enough to him to realize what he wanted. This was your favorite side of Negan, his soft side. He didn’t show it to a lot, you were lucky to be one of the people he showed it to. Pulling back the covers and getting under the bed sheets with him, you scooted towards him, lying your head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm around you.
“Long day?” You didn’t know much of what Negan went through throughout the day, just that a lot of the time he came back with blood on him, either his or someone else’s. Or something else’s. You were met in response with a grunt. You thought he wanted to talk? Maybe he changed his mind, just wanted to sleep. “I’m gonna get outta this, it’s too tight.” You whispered to him, moving away from him for a second so you could take your dress off. The sound of a zipper filled the quiet atmosphere in the room, “thank you” you whispered out to Negan, taking the straps of your dress off before sliding the fabric off of the rest of your body. It didn’t take long before you found the familiar warmth back under the covers, your head resting in its previous place. You had closed your eyes, ready to fall asleep with the man that you loved, the one you wished truly loved you back. At least you had good cuddles. Your arm rested across his stomach, your leg lying on top of his own. The room was silent, except for the two of you breathing, if you focused hard enough, you swore you could hear his heartbeat, if you just listened close enough-
Just a quick trigger warning this post does briefly discuss trauma and PTSD in a non-graphic way.
I'm sure a lot of you remember a while ago I used to do character takeovers on my blog, namely for negan.
It was something that I used to have a lot of fun with and really enjoy, but I had to stop for mental health reasons.
But I've given it a lot of thought lately though, and I think I want to start doing them again.
The characters you can send asks in for include
Negan (TWD)
Din (the mandalorain)
Lucifer Morningstar (Lucifer netflix)
There has to be stricter ground rules this time though.
Don't get me wrong most of you were great to interact with, but there were a select few people who just kind of ruined the whole thing for me and completely put me off doing takeovers. These people became very demanding, there were times that I would open my inbox and have five or six of the same ask from the same person because I didn't answer quickly enough for their liking, it reached a point where multiple people felt they were entitled to my time and energy. They weren't, and they still aren't. I am a human being, not a content factory. I did takeovers for fun, I did not get paid to do them, and I do have a life outside of Tumblr. I have a job, I have pets, I have my own needs such as eating, using the bathroom, and sleeping. Ya know all that stuff that humans do.
After a while I started feeling like some of these people weren't really treating me like a person anymore, like they had somehow disconnected from the fact that there was a real person behind the keyboard answering their asks as a character. That understandably took a toll on my mental health.
There were also a few people who were asking me to write about subject matter I just wasn't comfortable writing about, I received multiple asks with very graphic and disturbing content involving very dark subject matter, some of this subject matter depicted in these asks were things that I've experienced in real life and that were very triggering for me to read as I have PTSD.
I stated in my rules for these takeovers that I did not want those kind of messages, I also tried to politely explain to the people sending them that they were making me really uncomfortable and triggering me. At one point one person responded by slightly rewording their message to make it less explicit but still contain the same subject matter.
I started to notice that these graphic messages were affecting my mental health in real life, and I couldn't let that continue so I just stopped doing the takeovers.
So this time around there's going to be stricter ground rules, and if those rules are violated you only get one warning this time, after that warning I'm just going to block people who refuse to listen.
It isn't fair to me that I had to stop doing something that I enjoyed because of assholes. And I am sorry but if you disrespect someone's consent or send the material they have made clear is triggering for them you're just being an asshole and I don't have time for that bullshit.
One warning, and that is it.
I don't want to come off as harsh or mean, I just want this to be an enjoyable experience for me again, and for other people who want to participate and want to do so respectfully.
The kind of material I do not want sent to me will be clearly laid out, it is not on me to remind you 50,000 times to read the rules either.
I'm not sure when I will start again, but it'll be sometime in the near future.
All I ask of you guys is that you read my rules, and you respect my boundaries.
And for all the people who used to come to my takeovers who were lovely and wonderful to interact with, thank you and I hope I'll see you again.
Official Negan take over days are Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, I may answer the odd ask here and there throughout the week as well when I have time.
Ask Negan a question, start an rp thered, do whatever you want as long as it follows the rules.
Ocs welcome.
Asks answered in order of what my ADHD ass can focus on best at the moment. Sorry I don't the rules Hell Brain™ does.
Please read the following rules carefully and respect them, repeated failure to follow the rules can result in being blocked.
1. Please do not send multiples of the same message, or a slightly altered version of the same message. During takeovers I have an influx of messages that need to be read and replied to, so it might take me a while to get to your asks. Please be patient with me. If I don't respond by the last few hours of the take over feel free to message me and be sure I got your ask.
2. I do not Roleplay as Negan through DM's or any other way except for through asks and ONLY on the designated takeover days. I will NOT respond to you if you try to start an RP with me through DM's.
3. Do not send me any sexually explicit material that is not on takeover days in hopes that I will respond as Negan. I won't and this behavior is rather inappropriate and invasive. I will have to block anyone who does this if they don't heed the warning.
4. Please be engaging with your asks to some extent. Use your imaginations! Get creative! Please don't send the same general plot every week, let's keep things interesting and fun, not repetitive.
5. I cannot stress this enough; PLEASE BE PATIENT. I have a job, I have animals to take care of, friends and family to see etc. Just because you see me online during the takeover does not mean I am ignoring anyone. It might mean I stepped away for a while to do something in my personal life. When I'm online again, I will reply. But, have patience.
6. Although I am OK with most things, if I'm uncomfortable with the material of your ask I will let know via DM I am not comfortable responding.
Doesn’t care who’s looking. Just desperately needs a hug so she’s going to sneak Negans office and hug him. Maybe let a few sniffles escape.
Negan is sitting at his desk, clad in only his jeans and his white t shirt as Lucille sits in front of him. He looks deep in thought for a moment before hearing his door creek open. “Hey darlin’.” He says after looking back at you. He sees your puffy and bloodshot eyes and immediately his smile fades, “Aw, come here doll..” He says with a pout. He pulls you into a tight hug again, this hug lasting longer than the other. “Did some shithead out there do something to you?” Once you explain what’s wrong, he gives you a sympathetic smile, “I’m sorry, doll..”
who is more likely to hurt the other? Negan.who is emotionally stronger? Sherry.who is physically stronger? Negan.who is more likely to break a bone? NEGAN.who knows best what to say to upset the other? Sherry.who is most likely to apologize first after an argument? Sherry.who treats who’s wounds more often? SHERRY.who is in constant need of comfort? OMF SHERRY.who gets more jealous? Negan.who’s most likely to walk out on the other? Negan.who will propose? Uh. Probably neither tbfh? But if I had to pick-Negan.who has the most difficult parents? Negan. Hands down.who initiates hand-holding when they’re out in public? Negan.who comes up for the other all the time? Sherry.who hogs the blankets? SHERRY. Stop hogging the damn blankets.who gets more sad? Sherry.who is better at cheering the other up? Negan.who’s the one that playfully slaps the other all the time after they make silly jokes? Neither.who is more streetwise? Negan.who is more wise? Sherry.who’s the shyest? PFFT NEITHER. who boasts about the other more? Negan.who sits on who’s lap? Sherry.
Mr. Negan, do you know you are an incredibly hard man to shop for? So I'm just going to ask, straight up. Besides sex, what could I get you for Christmas?
Well ya know my horny old ass always appreciates a good fuck,so if you wanna skip all that black Friday, Christmas madness I'm down for just you in nothing but a Christmas bow, but if you insist you can't go wrong with a nice bottle of scotch and something pretty for you to wear to bed later.
Who are these guys? Thinking they can "control the dead" wearing dead foreskin on their faces. Alpha?... Beta?... *laughs* they really think they're high shit. I know damn well you'll show them who the real king shit motherfucker is in these parts. I'll stay back while you go infiltrate them. You know me, if shit hits the fan, I can give them a little touch of mother nature's middle finger!!
They're drinking Alpha's kool-aid for sure, no need to come in all guns ablazing, the best way to dismantle a cult is to plant just a little seed of doubt about their belief system in just one person's mind and that shit will spread like wild wire.
The whisperers won't be a problem for much longer.
