Any thoughts on yearning HJ? Feel like he's type (or maybe I'm just projecting) to be a yearner both pre and during a relationship. Never stops feeling the hunger for you, and its more than just physical. Starts associating you with himself that you're pretty much engraved in his mind, and your absence (or simply a preoccupation with something else) is like the pain of a phantom limb.
I loved your HJ kisses headcanons. Yum. English isn't my first language
jack is very very much a yearner, a romantic whose more than happy to simply spend the day doing nothing as long as you're there
there is no you without him after a time, no him without you, a deep bond that borders on obsession. this longing inside him to constantly be near you, to remind himself that you're his, that you're still here
fate isn't something jack is fond of, very much a man of working for your own place in the world, for earning it, but with you- it'd be hard to ignore. this sense that you were meant for him, that he was meant for you
pre relationship he'd be flirty, nervous around you but still fully willing to throw himself head first into any number of innuendo. that behavior being reciprocated however? he'd be stunned. he wouldn't know what to do. he'd burn a hole through his mask with how hot his face gets. he's not good at accepting genuine, unfiltered compliments nor flirting from someone he's actually interested in
he'd follow you around, in little ways, have angel keep an eye on you or do it himself. he'd learn your routines to catch you walking to and from your work or place of living, he'd catalog all your favorite things; color, clothing, places to eat, places to spend time with friends, books and movies you enjoy or games you play. he'd want to know you so deeply, asking questions and having long conversations being his favorite way to spend time with you. this hunger for knowledge, this hunger for you
this need to consume any part of you he can have, he can touch, that he can see and taste for himself
during the relationship, these things would only get more intense. he wants you with him all the time, he wants to be with you all the time, he wants to know your every thought and hear every complaint. he practically worships the ground you walk on, showering you with gifts and compliments and keeping you the highest priority in his mind
he's attentive, always in tune with what you're feeling even if you've barely said a word; he knows you, he's studied you. there's no part of you he can't see. no part that he can't find his way into
like i've said before, ownership and love go hand in hand in his brain. your his just as much as he is yours. he falls to your word, even if it annoys him, even if it gets in the way of things. he trusts you, even above himself sometimes, values your opinion over anyone else. values your happiness over anyone else's, with his own being an extension of yours
your attention is everything to him as well, and he hates being ignored. it's an apt comparison saying that your absence would cause him pain. physical or not, hours, days, weeks without you would drive him mad, frustrated and even quicker to anger than typical. he doesn't do well with separation, even worse if the distance isn't willing- if you're kept away by work or other such annoyances he has very little patience for it, calling you constantly or keeping track of you as you go about whatever it is you've decided is more important than being on helios
overbearing, maybe, but from a place of deep love? yes, nearly to an unhealthy degree
he loves you deeply, enough to having portraits painted of you, for your name to be added to hyperion branding, to be displayed on magazine covers and hyperion advertisements. he wants you to be a part of his empire, of what he's created, each idea and sprawling ramble of his being entirely directed at you. he may not take feedback well all the time, but he's more willing to hear it from you than anyone else
he loves you and is good at showing it
