#asmi studies

[crevicedphilosophy]

Dark Academia or chaotic Academia??

Study at night or study at morning??

SHIT WELL.......

i would say dark academia IDEALLY i like better but i lean more heavily to the chaotic academia side. cause i am simply all over the place.

i prefer studying in the mornings !! sometimes i involuntarily get up early and it helps to get stuff done then and then can relax/take time to myself in the evening

ty for asking !!

[crevicedphilosophy]

Hey! Do you have some study music recs??, I'm in need of them, cuz I literally have dancing songs 😂😭😭

oh i feel that !! kpop is hard to study to sometimes but for me, i don't always need music persay, just background noise !!

for that, i use imissmycafe.com where you can adjust the sounds to sound like a coffee shop!!

i sometimes listen to lofi, classical, jazz, and gaming soundtracks if i want to hear something more musical !! lemme know if you want more specific suggestions to any of these recs lol

[crevicedphilosophy]

02.22.2023 // Two's day, but it is a Wednesday.... damn

Physics 3 Chapters Revision

Fanfiction for Friend's Bday (need by Friday morning)

I had my masala chai (black tea with spices and brown sugar) and Parle-G (South Asian biscuit). I ate breakfast today and I thought I was set to go, but I had my phone taken away earlier when getting in a fight with my family over some personal issues and I couldn't study.

I have quite literally tried everything, but it is honestly difficult and suddenly I was bawling and could barely see my screen. It is still incredibly difficult some days to push through. I had to take more breaks than normal.

I post this, because I think I should show to others and myself that we all have these days. I am an individual who also suffers with ADHD and depression and no matter what I do, sometimes I can never achieve what I hope to. And that is okay. I'll have to come to accept that.

🎧 Merry Go by DPR IAN

[crevicedphilosophy]

02.26.2023 // last day of break.....

4-6 pm: prep for evening

6-9 pm: mother's graduation party

physics finals

finish expos project

statistics finals

environmental science finals

fold laundry

One more day!! Woke up as early as possible...

I have a little headache at the moment but I'm trying to get as much work done as possible because then finals will soon lurk up on me and I want to do my absolute best for all my classes.

This may be my last studying post for a while, as I may be a bit busy and often out all day. But we shall see...

Wish me luck y'all <3

🎧 Well Measured Vice by The Correspondents

[crevicedphilosophy]

02.25.2023 // "i live to taste freedom."

finish studying for physics finals -> moved to 2/26

finish expos project w/o final interview

statistics (unit 3)

environmental science (unit 3)

fold laundry

4-6 pm: prep for evening

6-9 pm: mother's graduation party

I'm just in the final stretch of attempting to finish as much as I can with the limited time I have. I may have to move some of this tomorrow as well, but at the very least I have it planned out in some way.

I slept really late last night because I was catching up with the old friend and we got the interview done for the expos project, so I just need to put the presentation together now!!

My mother finally graduated with a Master's degree in Systems Engineering!! She started at the time I started high school and now we are graduating together this year... I'm incredibly excited for her!! So now there is a huge graduation ceremony and dinner that we are going to and I get to dress up and such for it!! Onwards to another day....

🎧 Who is She? by I Monster

[crevicedphilosophy]

02.23.2023 // "this ordeal of living is collaborative. we owe each other as much as we are able to give."

statistics (unit 3)

environmental science (unit 3)

4-7 PM: shift at work

9-10 PM: call/interview friend for expos project

wash/dry laundry + fold

fanfiction for friend's b-day (finish writing)

Since my foot has now healed fully, I am able to go back to work and do my shift. I will try avoiding moving around, but I should be okay.

I am trying to finish the units before I go to work today, so it is out of the way. I will have much to do after work, so I have gotten my morning chai and ate well with it.

The laundry is currently washing and eventually I will dry it later to fold, but I don't know how much time I will get for that, so we will see.

I finally got in contact with a close friend of mine so I should be able to interview him for a project!! I may just end up on call with him till 2 am, since we tend do that and write the fanfiction while catching up. I am extremely excited to catch up and converse with them again.

I also realized that I post these, but I don't often cross them out as I need to. I don't know if I should edit these posts throughout the day or continue onto the next day... but we will see.

🎧 Dandelions by Ruth B.

[crevicedphilosophy]

2/21/2023

I have been mostly focused on that one scholarship and I finished editing all the other essays, just left with one left. It's six 500 word essays and its incredibly frustrating, but I'm going to get through it forreal.

Then apparently, I need to send some official test scores to a University because apparently they didn't get it?? Which I thought I sent but whatever. I'll double check.

I have a sort of outline for my friend's fanfiction, but I need to solidify it more and the deadline is earlier than his birthday, so I need to speedrun a bit.

Overall, I'm just anxious as I have so much to do, but I'm trying to stay as calm as possible.

A friend sent me Heaven by Taemin and I am bursting my eardrums with this song. Sometimes my study music doesn't work in terms of motivation and keeping a song on repeat helps and then I can switch back to my study music.

🎧 Heaven by Taemin

[crevicedphilosophy]

2/20/2023

[insert some aesthetic photo of my study space, but I don't wish to share today]

I started my day off with an eye appointment and got it out of the way. I chose my glasses that I will need for the future and will be getting my prescribed glasses soon. It should be fully covered by insurance thank god.

I studied a bit of my physics and now am working on one particular scholarship. It should be around 2-10k per year, and I truly hope that I get it. There are six essays and I have three done and I want to be able to edit it tomorrow before I submit it and call it done.

I'm honestly a bit tired. My foot has been swollen and aching and it is difficult to move around. I feel a bit stuck and have been choking on food or water every time I eat or drink.

I think at night I will start working on a fanfic for a dear friend of mine. His birthday is coming up and I really wanted to write something for him. Unfortunately, I had been busy for the past few weeks but his birthday is this week and I want to get it on time. If I want it done, I need to start planning it out and writing soon.

I suppose I can give more updates as I can. Goodbye for now.

~ Asmi