┊⊰-—- SHIP AESTHETIC 001. FEATURING ROBIN WINTER ( @robinwiinter ).
i’ll remember nights alone, and waking up to dial tones.
always found my greatest moments In the sound of your hello's.
now i struggle to recall the reasons you would come to leave.
oh, { c a l a m i t y }.
“If I ever see him again,
God he better pray that never happens.
Because I’m gonna fucking murder him.”
@jfcriver
[ POLICE FOOTAGE FROM 2 YEARS AGO ]
“River who? Hah. Yeah, whatever. I don’t even know who the fuck he is. Steal a car? I walked up to some kid trying to get a car started. I thought it was his. I bailed because I didn’t want to get caught. I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“You realize we have footage of you fleeing the scene with the car, and found your DNA all over it, including-- Semen?”
“Planted. The freak set me up.”
A quiet laugh fell from chapped lips as he studied the ground below him. “I try to refrain from Rivers. Primarily because they’re filled with so much shit it’s overflowing. But I wasn’t always this smart. About three years ago I met some kid named River Bickle-- He was a fucking prick. But at the time he was kind of cool. I was just getting into a good relationship and I thought friends would be dope too. I was wrong. Friends just call for disappointments. River and I... We were pretty tight. To the point where we plotted out a heist together. We were gonna steal some guy’s car that he was obsessed with, wreck it, then let the cops find it. I just didn’t fully realize that technology was so up to speed. Anyway, the little fuck got nervous, and all of the sudden he didn’t want to be part of it anymore just as dickwad was leaving his house. Well that was when I finally got the thing hotwired and I wasn’t about to go to jail because he wants to be a little bitch. I left. Lawyer said that was my biggest mistake. Turns out the stream ratted me out to the cops and told them everything. I was thrown in jail for a fucking year. My GIRLFRIEND got tired of me and BAILED. He’s the reason my entire life to shit. He’s the reason I stopped giving a shit and trying. He’s the reason I have a record, and why everyone will only know me as a sociopath. He made me stop giving a shit about the world around me. I swore to myself if I ever saw him again, I’d make him regret it.” His voice is low and raspy as he turned his attention to the ground. “SNITCHES get stitches.” (390)