#asryr

[sangreluxuria-moved]

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[kolamitous]

                         to have loved and lost / @asryr​ .

                  i   hate   it   here.   i   hate   it   here.   i   hate   it   here.   a   thousand   years   old   and   you   want   to   lay   on   the   ground   like   a   child.   rage   simmering   in   your   gut.   you   are   long   past   the   age   for   tantrums,   though   if   klaus   is   anything   to   go   off   of,   there   is   no   real   age   limit   on   that.   you   slam   both   hands   into   what   was   once   a   desk   and   is   now   to   pieces   of   cracked   wood   falling   to   the   ground   and   breaking   into   smaller   pieces.

                  loss   is   an   enemy   in   which   there   is   no   real   beating.   the   biggest   killers   of   immortals   after   all.   stakes   and   depression   in   equal   measure.   you   launch   a   piece   of   shattering   wood   into   the   wall   and   it   practically   crumbles   with   the   force   of   you.   eyes   glow   and   fangs   protrude,   veins   appearing   at   the   temples.   you   turn   to   other   inhabitant   of   the   room.   all   sorts   of   feelings   bubbling   in   your   guts.

                  ❝   death   is   a   stupid   fucking   concept.   what’s   the   point   of   rituals   and   magic   if   it   has   limits.   what’s   the   point   if   people   are   long   gone.   what’s   the   point   of   this?   ❞

                     the   unspoken,   what   is   the   point   of   us?   what   is   the   point   of   me?   hangs   heavy   and   emotional   in   the   air.   this   is   stupid.   daggered   and   magicless   you   have   been   without   your   skills   or   your   companions.   your   entire   fucking   sire   line.   since   you   have   come   back   and   there   is   none   of   them   and   maybe   it   is   stupid   to   feel   compassion   for   them.   you   know   that   klaus   does   not.   you   know   that   the   rest   of   your   siblings   do   no   mull   over   the   choice   of   who   and   why   to   turn   people   most   of   the   time.   why   does   it   matter   so   much   to   you?

[henrickarchive]

 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥,         𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵,          a sliver of what once was but can no longer be–        however instead of a craven heart lingering in the land of the living    long past it’s due,    the boy before her is very much alive.          henry.        it’s his new name,    the name this life had given him and    so eerily similar to his first one,    but is the old which is called that garners his attention.       head perking up from where it was slouched over the led screen of a backlit phone,   as eyes connect with those which brings back     a single sentence:         i will always be there to protect you.   

                                                 “      h....   hello?      “

                      @asryr​​ liked for a random / generic reincarnation starter !!!

[troubleah]

ASTRYR ( @asryr ) SAID : that’s nice. real mature of you.

PROMPTS FOR CONFRONTATIONS & ARGUMENTS

               “Oh please. Want mature? Call Elijah. Or Freya. Or – honestly, any of our siblings would be a safer bet than yours truly. And yet, here you are.” Leah shrugs, without a care in the world. Their family does bring the brat out of her; she grew up when away from them, learned to fend for herself for once, but she’s back to her old ways now that they’re hovering again. Ah, the dangers of having too many big siblings!

               Not that Ash is a poster girl for responsible herself. Or that much older than her, for that matter.

               “But fine. I’ll give you my best impression.” Leah stands up straighter, one hand landing on her hip as the other flays around dramatically. Chin raises, voice drops, face twists in mock disgust. She clears her throat. “CHILDREN PLEASE! Cease this nonsense immediately or I will be force to send you to bed early; and do not, for a second, think you'll be getting dessert after dinner today."

[viikingwitch]

ASTRYR ( @asryr ) SAID : ❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

               Her fury could bring this entire city down to its knees – her grip on her magic is usually iron, but right now it’s clawing to get out, tempting her to just let it out. Let it go. She tempers it, swallows it down until her throat burns, because her anger is not with Astryr and she’d rather hurt herself than her sister. “I feel done,” Freya admits, quietly, with no small amount of shame. It feels like giving up. It feels like failure. She runs her fingers through her hair, presses her palms to her temples. “I know I asked for this – “ Begged for. Dreamed of. Fought for. Killed for. And now she has it but it is far from what she imagined it would be ( she thought family would ease her pain, fix everything that is wrong with her, but she is still hurting ). “How do you deal with this? With him. Can he not see I am trying?” She tosses the grimoire across the room; right now, it’s about as useless as she is anyway.

[wehowl]

@asryr asked: "I've been a prime suspect in over thirty murder cases." for paige?

The pen that had been taking notes came to a pause as Paige allowed herself to process this fact. Just let it sit. Process, okay, now time for questions. She laid the pen down and tilted her head as she looked at Astryr. “Are these currently ACTIVE cases, or over a span of time?” There’s also the question of did she do it?

[wehowl]

@asryr asked: "Keep your secrets if you must, but do not believe you can lie to me."  for lucas?

“Then I shall do us both a favour and not even bother.” That’s the problem when lying has been your number one defense mechanism for the majority of your life; the lies leave your mouth before you even think. It takes more effort to not lie than it does to lie. Lucas has been slowly unlearning this habit, but clearly he has quite a ways to go ( well, it’s not like he can stop lying entirely, he is a lawyer after all - and a supernatural one at that - but perhaps less lies in his personal life would be good).”And perhaps we should just cut to the chase, Miss-?”

[wehowl]

@asryr asked: "Do you have any immediate plans to tell me the truth, or is this one of those times where I'm going to have to piece it together from the odds and ends you accidentally let slip?"  for elijah if ur feeling up to writing him <3

“Well, I was considering explaining everything to you in full detail,” he doesn’t look up at her, but he does flick the page of the book he was looking through, “but now I’m more interested in seeing how much you can piece together from those ‘odds and ends’. I choose that option. Have fun.”