So last night when I got the backpack from my moms it actually had nothing in it but a few smaller bags besides getting ready for the camping we also planned how to help nat’s! But.... I didn’t go home after going to moni’s house....I stayed at her place since it was already like 10 pm when we finished talking and planning and packing or something and me and her decided to have a sleepover!! So we stayed up watching shows we liked a bunch like Steven universe!! Monika said her favorite gem was peridot....mine is lapis!! She...has the same problems as light as I could put it as me....I guess.... anyways....eventually last I remembered is falling asleep on Monika as she was almost asleep herself but now I’m waking up to the smell’s and sounds of food... it’s Friday I believe so the camping trip would be tomorrow!! But....despite the smell I still found myself not getting up.... why do my thoughts never tell the truth.....…I want to have a good day...I dream of having a good day...I’m already tearing up halfway under my blanket and softly buried into my pillow...stop stop it stop stop!! Sayori one of your friends are here you can’t and you won’t cry don’t do it d-don’t....it’s too late for me I shifted in bed where Monika put me I think...and covered my face with my hands cupping my face and my back arched and I tried not to be sad and depressed I swear I’m too dramatic I swear that I’m overreacting over everything why can’t I shut up... come on Sayori happy thoughts dummy snap out of it your already a sad piece of crap don’t make it worse if it’s possible to even make it worse I can’t it hurts I can’t cry not n-now I want to be happy!!!! But that’s not possible I want to stop trying but something is stopping me and I hate that thing I want to stop I want to die but I can’t!! Let me die let me die let me die already!!! I felt my door swing open and I quickly wiped my tears and stood up putting on a slight smile “oh h-hi er g-good morning!!” :~:Waterfalls:~: Chapter 3 part 3. “Good morning Sayori!! Did you sleep well?” I nodded and looked down with my smile trying my best not to look at Monika “Well I can tell your still tired but we need to get ready for school so I made eggs Incase you wanted to eat!” Monika said as she went back to the kitchen as I sat in her bed when she probably slept on the floor and she shouldn’t of done that specially for me I don’t deserve it.... but I got up and went into her bathroom to get dressed and ready then headed out with Monika waiting for me at the small seemingly one person sized table. “Wow thanks Monika!” I sat down and began eating this is actually pretty good!! It’s not natsuki’s cooking level taste but it is still pretty good!! Compared to me who is able to burn about anything... Monika smiled sweetly at me and began eating hers as she reached and grabbed two water bottles and gave one to me and I sipped it very quietly as she toke a literal drink...I saw something in the corner of the kitchen with a photo set of I’m assuming her family all fanciful dressed and beautiful.... “hey Monika...is that your family...?” She looked where I pointed and she looked surprised but she smiled weirdly like it was pained but I’ve never seen that expression from her... “uh....yeah...I don’t see or hear from them much anymore though...but that’s fine I’m ok alone by myself!!” I looked at her and smiled widely yet I hated to do so “Hey! If you ever want to have a sleepover again or just hang out besides at club I’m always free!!” I said trying to lighten to mood I hated this... not hanging out with Monika I Loved hanging out with Monika and would I would love even more to hang out more!! But I hate the fact that my mindset won’t change right now stop it Sayori ignore it for once!! “Hey if I was lonely I would of already been dead by now” Monika chuckled but I for some reason...that’s right the reason why I laughed along with fake intentions is because nobody needs to worry that just makes me hurt more...but I wasn’t faking it good enough and Monika gave me a look but then got up and grabbed her bag “Hey Sayori did you have your bag with You at all?” I snapped out of it and nodded quickly “yeah!! Whoops clumsy m-me hehehe!!” I walked out the door and I swear besides Monika walking with me to school something just didn’t add up something was missing or someone I couldn’t tell or anything but then next thing I know I bump into a man with bulky arms and just really buff...he looked at me as Monika came and stepped in front of me and looked at that man who still held a... wait gun!?! GUN!?!? And once the man started to give Nasty looks to Monika I quickly texted my mom thing we’re not going to go well.... and please be quick...!! End of part 3 ( the creator is going to love creating the next chapter for ass beating reasons ;) )