You don't want to do anything.
You want to just sleep.
You get antsy about all the things you should be doing, but can't.
You are angry.
You are frustrated.
You are mad that you're helpless while things are torn apart.
You feel like you're floating.
You feel like you're drowning.
You're just there, suspended, waiting for something to fish you out.
You want change.
You want it now.
You do what you can, but it never feels enough.











