Ever make a dragon blush?
Well... he didn't ACTUALLY blush but the sentiment was there. I'm a terrible writer, in the sense I've projected A LOT recently and haven't shared my experiences with you. So ill hit some key points and write about last night's excursion.
Ezilion still thinks I look like a dandelion fuzz but has gotten used to the look
Persephone has been very impressed with how I've been carrying myself, she told me shoulders back and head held high and I have been
She also visits me in my dreams frequently (I really should look into lucid dreaming)
Hades is also proud of how I put my foot down with my aunt and I'm not wavering even though she's family
He doesn't really visit my dreams often but when he does its to yell at me about self care, which is about once a week right now
Ezilion was extremely flattered by the extensive research I rewrote on dragons in my grimoire, he knew I had it digitally but to see it ALL written was exciting to him (about 16 pages)
He was also a little giddy about having his own page in there
Ezilion has promised that in the next few weeks he would begin guiding me through that section that gives me bad vibes (its dangerous. I'm aware. I've already recharged and recasted my wards as well as charged my asteal protection spell bottles, I trust my guide as he trusts me and believes I'm ready.)
Now that Persephone is back on Earth, I see Hades less (he says he's been rather busy, which I fully believe. I saw him last week and he seemed somber and looked tired mostly)
My husband is very supportive of my practice and has been from the beginning or rather when he found out and last night he wished me a Happy Beltane before going to sleep and it made me feel warm and fuzzy
I made Ezilion blush a little (not really, more figuratively), when I projected last night, being in a bubbly mood (yay alcohol) I saw Ezilion and gave him a bow and he was rather amused because I was tipsy. I drank more than half a bottle of prosecco and I'd rather smoke than drink so, it didn't take much ANYWAY I felt light and giddy. I even danced around him a little bit and he chuckled at me.
Me: dancing! It's Beltane!
E: ah yes, I miss those days, I used to see tons of flower crowns, smell the vanilla from he baking and would watch the humans enjoy the festivities.
I then stopped dancing and ran full speed toward the field my goddess made me, Ezilion was yelling after me about being careful and when I got the I plucked some of the flowers and made a haphazard flower crown (embarrassed to say I've never ACTUALLY made one), I took it back to him and he looked confused at the tiny (comparatively) ring and then shocked.
E: i... thank you, blessed Beltane to you child.
He then blew a cloud of smoke and disappeared, I was left in the Astral for the first time in a while, I couldn't help but feel lonely, my space is always occupied but it gave me a moment of peace. I stared into the darkness and watched it bend and jump as a sign it was time to leave, I stood up, relaxed and fell back dropping peacefully in my body (which THAT hasn't happened in a LONG time lol) I felt peaceful and happy as I fell asleep.
