Jul 30, 2025
The way I’d love to meet myself back in April when I first began creating OC’s and properly engaging with fandom ships thinking I would A) only ever want to ship one character and B) only ever have one OC, to now see myself sat awake at 3:30 in the morning writing a timeline like a therapist assessing the connections between Roni, Nadya and Badger n how their timelines divide and connect simultaneously whilst slowly adapting her parents and ofc, Nadya’s ex-wife lore as well now Badger’s university days at Arasaka too fuck hhhhgggffffg
#why did none of u warn me smh ur all snakes nrs only real ones know😔#fr fandoms should come with a warning label and not THAT kind either bc yeah#I’m aware and I wish I wasn’t#but fuck !!!! it’s not even a slope anymore brother it’s an avalanche#me 🤝🏻 the inability to like things a ‘normal’ amount#astridsays: yapa yapa yapa#astridlogy#~ blorbo brainrot and beyond