When I read for a person, especially a friend, I don’t have a set pattern by which I read through their natal astrology. There are so many angles and perspectives within just one chart -- I let the journey tell me where to go next.
Yesterday during a reading was such an experience. I read for someone who I had known for a long time. Someone who seemed to me to be very concerned with what was tangible -- the material world of having nice clothes and cars. I opened her chart expecting to see a bit of that. And I did, but I also saw the ways she was holding herself back from her full power as a successful business owner, or leader of an organization. She had been steadily rising up the ranks of her company, but not to the extent I saw in her natal chart. “Are you going to start a company?” I asked. I could see that it would be successful if she did. She told me she had thought about it.
I was surprised to see a Pisces Venus -- a part of her I had honestly never witnessed. It was opposite a Virgo Mars in the second house -- a clear indicator of what she led with in her day-to-day interactions, but I worried about how she expressed her Venus -- and if she did. All that was overshadowed by her seeming destiny to start a company, and I couldn’t help but wonder if it was her Venus holding her back. So I looked at her progressed chart: sun in Pisces as well. Dissolving of the ego. Plus a natal Venus. Her external desire nature was lessening in Piscean waters. Previous notions of success were shifting under Venus.
Her nodal return indicated a fork in the road a year or two earlier -- an event that would have jolted her awake in some way. So I asked if that was true, and she nodded. It was a difficult decision: to join a speculative start-up that would have her working long hours and traveling, or to stay at her current company with a work/life balance that allowed more time with her son.
I looked deeper. Into her Navamsa D9 chart (the second most important chart in Jyotish (Vedic) astrology), I looked at how her married life and outer desire was changing. It indicated a path split between growing her career, and following her own spiritual beliefs and truth. Would they converge in the future? Her go-to form of relaxation was to recharge at Yoga retreats -- perhaps the start of this journey. The D9 was less optimistic on the prospects of her current marriage. I didn’t tell her any of this. She looked up at me inquisitively as if she knew what I saw: “Am I getting divorced? Does it say that?”
“It says that you are on an increasingly spiritual path to find your own truth. You are mostly interested in learning new things that will lead you down this path. There is no reason why your husband can’t come along.”
This was partly a lie. The gap between her soul and ego was shrinking. Her nodes followed the 1/7 house axis -- she is here to learn about balance in romantic relationships. If she were to leave her husband, she would find another version of the same situation, eventually leading to the same disillusionment. What she needed to find was within herself, but her Aquarian soul wanted a bi-coastal relationship -- something with a lot of space. She laughed when I told her that, and nodded in agreement. “That would be perfect.”
I finished with a peek at her solar return. So much 9th house energy. “Are you thinking about going back to school?” She sighed. “Yes, but when would I find the time? And it’s expensive.” The year looked like major change was ahead. A work friend possibly becomes a lover. Spousal separation is possible this year. Financial changes and debts increase. She kept her life very private. Even if it were true, I doubt she would talk to me about it.
There is something very foundational about our natal chart -- in her case, she was working through her very Aquarian sun and Virgo mars to achieve independence and success in the work place. But her sun had progressed into Pisces and her 8th house Piscean Venus which had been so concerned about security and power was turning to the more mystical and hidden aspects of the 8th. Opposite Saturn in the 2nd house, she was tiring of projecting that security and love onto her partner, and was looking to more fully integrate it into herself. Her path was pulling her towards independence, but Saturn conjunct mars was her block and had her holding onto security with a vice grip.
In general, Aquarius is rooted in the desire for freedom. The rest of the natal chart spells out what that looks like. But as the sign progresses, what makes Aquarians feel free progresses as well. A second house Saturn always feels a sense of scarcity, but her Aquarian sun sees the futility in constant ladder climbing and wants to transcend Saturn’s block.