Each time Laurie tried to recall the moment before each failed escape, as her soul was leeched into complete numbness in emotions: no joy, no fear, no sadness, no anger - an empty state of mind, she could describe that moment - no other than terrifying. As it happened over, and over again, everything Laurie could feel towards this game in between trials, was anger. Anger towards freedom that was taken from her, false images she created for Laurie - she was not afraid to let seemingly all seeing evil to know it. Laurie despises her, whatever she might be.
❝ — And... them... ❞ Laurie begins, staring now into flames licking ashen logs, as she tries to find words for the set of thoughts. She should have been the last person to feel any sympathy towards the servants of the entity- they all had reasons. The pain and little games they put the survivors through, how they seemingly kept the cycle running with sacrifices. However, she couldn’t deny small hints that existed: that the bond between the entity and some of the killers didn’t seem mutually equal, not even consensual. There were couple of times Laurie had witnessed pity and frustration in killers’ eyes. Even a moment of consideration for showing mercy before blood lust took over them, whether they chose to fight against or submit by will - Laurie was almost sure there was fear towards the entity.
❝ — ...I have seen fragments of pity and frustration their eyes... fear, struggle... even actions of mercy... I find it difficult to believe all of them enjoy this. No matter how much I’d love to see the,, in pain... aren’t we all having a common enemy then. ❞ || @asylumsilenced continued x











