#ateotu

[spearfeld]

Fyi I'm kinda going through your queer lit tag for the past couple of days😌 openly straight i read a million times and boy meets boy i read a while ago, but this week i read Whatever (ohmjybtf) and a boy worth knowing (i loved the latter way more because fluff and cuteness and less swearing and drinking and smoking which is less my thing except maybe the girls there..) So thank you for all the recs and i hope to see more :D

I’m glad you enjoyed them!! I just finished “We Are the Ants” and “At The Edge of the Universe” by Shaun David Hutchinson, so I’ll probably end up posting some quotes from those, but I highly recommend both of them!!

EDIT: sidenote, but major trigger warnings for We Are The Ants, it deals heavily with suicide, rape, and child/domestic abuse. At The Edge of the Universe does as well, but to a lesser extent.

[eskildfoxes]

at the edge of the universe // shaun david hutchinson

[adamlynnch]

My books came in today!

[hilokaul]

Books Read in 2017: At the Edge of the Universe by Shaun David Hutchinson

…the world’s going to offer you an endless array of what-ifs over the course of your life, and the only choices that matter are the ones you make.

[rietvelds]

lit meme: [2/10] series or books  »  at the edge of the universe by shaun david hutchinson

it’s impossible to let go of the people we love. pieces of them remain embedded inside of us like shrapnel. every breath causes those fragments to burrow through our muscles, nearer to our hearts. and we think the pain will kill us, but it won’t. eventually, scar tissue forms around those twisted splinters like cocoons. they remain part of us, but slowly hurt less. at least, i hoped they would.

[ganbarachie]

When the First Love Ends (translyrics)

My first kiss happened while I cried, knowing no matter how hard I tried... It was just like we were part of a TV show The moment I forgot you had to go was exactly when the whistle chose to blow

The chilly winter breeze hits my face, as cold as always Blinking twice, I stop and sigh into my hands the hundredth time The city’s all aglow with festive lights As if it was set up magically - the leafless trees and everything was sparkling

Why couldn’t I go up and tell you Everything I felt? I hid them deep down inside I’ve made my choice - there’s no turning back As the screen turns black, you’re not getting closer I just can’t believe it’s over

Thank you but I’ll say goodbye now This wasn’t going to work anyhow Even if I feel my chest ache with every breath that I take So really

Thank you but it’s time for goodbyes I promised myself I wouldn’t cry But as the snow continued falling over me I felt my determination leave And like you, here, it slowly disappeared

On the way to where we’re going to meet, I see a couple Having fun, and pointing up - “Hey, look! It’s finally snowing, love!” Why, oh why? I sigh the thousandth time - stay here by my side I walked ahead, your gift in hand - a home-made muffler, shining red

How could I ever hand it over? Distracted by your smile - it hangs on my shoulders When you fade away from my memories, I will be okay, you don’t have to worry … Oh why can’t I just admit that…

Thank you but I’ll say goodbye now I knew it’d end up like this somehow But even if I could go back and do this all over again I’d do it

Thank you but it’s time for goodbyes I’m trembling now and breaking inside The train is nearing now; soon you will go away As the seconds slowly tick away, I can’t believe-- I won’t accept it!

Can you take my hand? Look into my eyes, don’t you understand? Come here, hold on, and you’ll know why I, I won’t accept the truth, Why I won’t say goodbye…

… Guess it’s time to go One look at you, I already know Saying how you really felt wasn’t always easy for you So would you Let go of this hand that’s holding mine? I’m really glad I met you I’ll always love you...

Thank you but don’t say goodbye now I gotta tell you this all somehow Gathering every single last drop of courage I have “You know, I-” Our lips colliding, the seconds slowing, this distance shrinking down to nothing And if I cried now, would you kiss the tears away? Since there’s nothing really left to say Just hold me tight and never let me go

[tin-am]

Adaptation de “Stronger than You (Frisk version)” - paroles de ateotu

"Je ne savais pas ce que ça impliquait, Apparemment, même si je voudrais, aucun retour en arrière, Mais que puis-je y faire ? Au bout du compte, on est deux en tête à tête.

Je n’ai jamais voulu jouer par toutes ses règles, Arme à la main, crois-moi, je n’en suis pas du tout fière, C’est parti, tu peux me juger sans pitié, Il est trop tard pour s’excuser.

Juste, frappe-moi à nouveau puisque tu le peux, Ma détermination devient de plus en plus faible, Mourir ne représente même plus un problème, Mais je ne comprends même pas pourquoi j’insiste.

Je n’ai jamais voulu ça, pourtant j’ai tout fait pour, Ma curiosité était plus forte que tout, J’ai volé votre fin heureuse, votre bonheur, Tout effacé et apporté la terreur.

Là je suis faite de L O V E L O V E

Je sais qui tu es, tu te souviens qui je suis, On sait qu’il y a peu de temps, nous étions de très bons amis, Pourtant j’ai tué ton frère, sans même vouloir comprendre, À chaque nouvelle attaque, mourir est tout ce que je demande.

Juste, frappe-moi à nouveau puisque tu le peux, Tous mes pêchés m’empêchent de respirer, Si je te touchais une seule fois ce serait terminé, Mais toutes les conséquences sont éternelles.

Les fleurs sont écloses, les oiseaux peuvent chanter, C’est une belle journée, pour être condamnée, Tu m’avais prévenue, je t’ai ignoré, Mais je vais tout corriger.

Je suis faite de L O V E…. pour toi j’abandonnerai… L O V E "

L’originale : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVtueVhHV9I

http://ateotu.tumblr.com/post/133485913132/ateotu-response-and-lyrics-based-to-this-post

[ir-dr]

Day 1893 - 13 March 2016

Commission for ateotu!! 

.//projectTiGER