Had a really long tarot session today but Lord Hermes helped me a lot; I wanted to sort of share my experience?
For context, I have started working with Lord Hermes recently, and today was the first proper bad reading session I had since I connected with him? And he helped a lot and I just feel very blessed at the moment.
So, things were going wrong left and right, I was feeling 'off' with the cards that I was pulling every so often, my intuition was clouded, and one of my friends who I was divining for kept adding her own meanings and interrupting my meaning because she didn't want to hear what the cards were saying, she only wanted to hear her own thing.
At one point, suddenly all the cards were being very firm. The same cards were repeating, coming off as a solid warning or "full stop", and it freaked my friend out enough to finally believe my cards and leave...
At that point I was rather drained and upset and still hadn't done my daily self reflection reading... but when I sat down to do it, none of the cards made sense. It was confusing, so I try again... and almost immediately when I start shuffling, a card falls out. It felt very strongly like Lord Hermes was calling me moody, telling me to step back, take a breather. I was shocked I'd recieved such guidance and in such a direct manner, but once I took it, my reading went much more smoothly as well.
My past card signified i'd been using my energy right and been productive, and my future card was positive, but my present card seemed to signify emptiness and blocked creativity. It made me laugh a little, and feel like someone was watching over me and looking after me, telling me not to worry about the future and scolding me for not resting enough and at the same time acknowledging my hard work in the past few days.
I haven't felt so cared for in forever. Looking back, I would've probably had a meltdown if it weren't for him, and I'm so awed with how he managed to make everything okay...