it has been a long time since alice
has played with toys OR dolls or
the like. many of hers were given
away by her PARENTS after her
death, & the rest have now rotted
and broken beyond repair. she
CAN’T think of a single doll she’s
seen in the attic that is not moldy
or chipped with a MISSING limb.
they always say a little girl should
have a DOLL that looks like her –
❝ thank you, ❞ it is polite
to say that WHEN you have been
given a gift, her parents taught
her that. ❝ – where did you
FIND one of those ? ❞
“I suppose you’re too old for such things, but you looked as though you needed it.”
Indeed, there’s something about those wide eyes that strikes the doctor as mournful, and goodness knows he can’t stand a young lady to look sad or frightened. It’s imperative he do something to put a smile on her face, even for only a moment. Rather than dwell on that, he focuses on her question of where he obtained it.
“It was my son’s, a long time ago. My wife couldn’t bear to give up his things, so it’s been kept sealed in storage.” Charles’s mouth twitches into a rubbery smile that is as much grief as it is joy, and one finely made hand reaches out to stroke the bear’s head. “I suppose it’s an antique now, but it’s still a cheery little thing.”
Hopefully she’s not one of those who’s afraid of a stuffed toy’s glassy-eyed stare. Most people aren’t, but he can understand the phobia. Montgomery doesn’t mind the shiny, fixed gaze as it reminds him of peaceful boyhood days spent on taxidermy. But God forbid he try to cheer her then frighten her instead.
“Hopefully it will bring you pleasure somehow.”