@egopath said:
“Tell me something: why are you crying?”
the back of his hand travels across his eyes, an attempt to hide what has already been seen. how could he explain to one of the founding members of what is now the BAU, a man who helped create the space he has learned to call home, that the nature of the job is taking its toll on his mental sate? is there a lie he could tell that wouldn’t be detected? the truth is there is an indescribable weight on his shoulders. every feeling is tainted with sorrow, unable to feel joy without being reminded of someone else’s pain. zooming through his education advanced his career yet left him with a lack of coping skills. learning is his coping mechanism. being a genius has exposed him to so many things --how many times have you read war and peace? the trade off for his brilliant mind is a lack of emotional intelligence; he understands human behavior yet has difficulty applying it to himself. he can feel the anxious tension of his chest threatening to spill over. he’s on the verge of losing total control in front of someone he admires. liquid eyes find holden’s, his breath measured as he responds, “i don’t think i can.”
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