#aubrey posts

[angelic-catnip]

I think I have OCD.

[angelic-catnip]

Watching my friends all become greater and greater and more and more of gods while i slowly fade out like a dimming flame...

...what do i have to do to be like you? How much do i have to give.. i'd cut my own flesh off to be rewarded with the same amount of thought and care.

I don't think i should have friends. I suffer so deeply every second i am not getting anywhere near the same amount of praise as them. Every last one of them are a part of grander things i *want* to be a part of. Id kill to be in prism eyes but i have *NOTHING* to show for it. I can't even make a fucking good enough song period.

I wish i never made Klutzy. So i could have dissappeared without a trace and there'd be none of me left. So i could start again, an empty... lonely face...

[angelic-catnip]

I should really get out my craft paper and make an aria for my wallll