#aubreytalk

[okaybuddydyke]

this scene in the film is so funny who told him to do that

[okaybuddydyke]

classpecting (some of) the glanton gang

spoilers for blood meridian (duh), warning for yapping

judge - lord of light

"one who becomes light itself, and commands light for their own benefit"

i feel like its a bit obvious? the light aspect means knowledge... i think it speaks for itself from there. Of course i'd also assign him as a prince of light, since after sketching specimens he destroys them (and subsequently their history), but i dont feel like it acknowledges Holden's polymathy enough, so i'm going to stick with lord of light.

(or, maybe even a prince of time? anyway.)

kid - mage of void

"one who understands void on a personal level"

the mage of void is someone who has come to accept being nothing and nobody because they've always been nothing and nobody. their problem is not letting their emptiness take advantage of themselves. Throughout the story, the kid consistently displays apathy toward his own life. he repeatedly gets faced by danger, and he just accepts his death whenever it could happen, because he knows he's never been anyone, and he's never gonna be anyone, and he's okay with that. He needs to learn that just because he's never been someone doesn't mean he can't BECOME someone.

glanton - page of rage

"one who provides & radiates rage"

a fully realized page of rage would be a constant, violent storm, causing fear and destruction wherever they go. Again, i don't have much to say about this, but i think it fits nicely.

toadvine - thief of breath

"one who obtains breath from others & redistributes it to themselves"

a thief of breath takes the freedom from other people and "absorbs" it, in a sense. they wish to be carefree and not to have one set path. their issue is they need to gain their aspect without taking it from others! toadvine takes the freedom of native americans by slaughtering them, and subsequently gives himself their freedom to do whatever he wants. i could be reading into it wrong, but i have to admit, i'm kind of stumped otherwise.

tobin - seer of blood

"one that knows, sees, and understands blood, and invites change to blood"

a seer of blood can manipulate the unity of a team to their advantage, based on their knowledge of blood. I feel like Tobin would be a seer of blood because he knows deeply about relationships and bonds (or, i assume a priest would know that), and he manipulates the kid's trust of Holden by telling him Holden killed Toadvine just so he can be rid of the guy. 

(I DO want to mention i feel like sylph may fit as well, but it feels a bit off so i'll say seer for now.)

(bonus!!)

gretel - rogue of life 

"one who obtains life & redistributes it to their team"

me, right now: How do i make this about my oc?

a rogue of life would keep their desires hidden from everyone else and would conceal a caring personality for fear of appearing weak. They wouldn't act upon their dreams or aspirations because of hesitance. Gretel's truest desire is to be appreciated and accepted, to have someone to relate with and to confide in. She takes an interest in the kid because she feels kinship toward him that she's never felt before, but she holds herself back because she's afraid of chasing him away. She yearns to join the gang by the fire, but she stays away and tends to the horses because she's just too shy to put herself out there! 

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and that's all i've got! i might do some other characters sometime but right now this is my contribution to the fandom.

[okaybuddydyke]

Analbones just came back to post about Juni being “worse than him” because his ass and his friends kept making necro art of her and she did it out of spite, she got exposed to necro and gore AFTER he harassed her and he’s making it seemed like he’s a victim of a 14 year old who got their nudes leaked

It’s interesting how much he cries about people not caring about how he got groomed but he’s quick to interact respectfully with the “MAP” community but holds no respect to child victims, instead making fun of them or acting like they’re abusers

When analbones gets exposed to material he shouldn’t see it’s bad but when he spirals Juni (14-15) into necro it’s Her Fault, when he makes D**a (15) believe necrophilia is ok that’s their fault, when he gets p*******n (14) to match bdsm gear with him and gets them to draw gimp after his influence he had nothing to do with it.

I don’t know how someone can be this disgustingly weird to kids and still claim he had nothing to do with it/they did him worse

I don’t believe he’s a pedophile but he certainly sees himself as a teenager which he no longer is and keeps being inappropriate because of it, He is an adult, They’re Teens. I don’t care he’s “barely 18” (cough 19) he shouldn’t be interacting with 14 year olds like they’re the same as him

He did what? Where? can i have a link, i need to see this 😭

He is actually so fucking pathetic, in one of his docs he said he "had no idea who i was" and that i was "probably just a troll". Yeah dylan, youre a victim of every underage minor youve been insanely weird to . Sure.

The fact he even says he's "barely 18" is fucking ridiculous, he is NINETEEN years old 😭!! An adult!! And i get that "adult doesnt mean age it means maturity" but dylan should ABSOLUTELY fucking know better than to lie about his age and play the blame game constantly and expose children to paraphilia, especially since he accuses others of doing that ALL THE TIME, like when he accused my friend (dylans ex) (AND my friend's partner) of GROOMING ME (both of which i hardly even knew at the time!!).

And honestly about the thing he wrote in the doc, i wouldnt even be surprised if he actually *didnt* remember me. He didnt care about me at ALL, he would send short ass replies to me when i tried engaging and never attempted to have a conversation unless it was venting about his rape

He has exposed SO many children to things like necrophilia and gore and BORDERLINE PORNOGRAPHY of BDSM on his youtube and tiktok ALONE, and thats not even mentioning his countless victims

Hes gross and weird and all around a horrible person!! I hope people start realizing this everywhere, because i feel like hating him for his "ugly art" is redundant and waters down his actions

And he absolutely SHOULD NOT be interacting with 14 year olds like hes the same age because he ISNT, i dont think he realizes being stupid doesnt give you an excuse to talk to children while posting pornography on the SAME ACCOUNT

[okaybuddydyke]

Sorry It’s just so vile how he openly treats child victims and calls people left and right r*tard*d or acts with hostility towards everyone but someone can come onto his para blog saying they dated kids and he speaks to them with more respect he’s ever treated a non hostile stranger who questions his harmful behaviors

Somehow he’s just fighting back and can’t help being hostile towards people who are just confused on his actions and want him to explain to not believe the worst of him, but he can act totally nice and comforting to pedophiles?

"STOP CALLING ME OUT I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG IM JUST A BABY!!! Omg hey pedohitlernecrorapist67 my good buddy ol pal how are you doing? omg no your littlegirlfriend dumped you? Im so sorry man, she didn't deserve you anyways" Or something like that

[okaybuddydyke]

stop talking to me about analbones/leatherydevil/whatever

i dont wanna talk about it anymore. that doesnt mean i wont reblog calloutd from time to time, but i ask that everyone calm down on telling me about his numerous alts or whatever. by all means you can still send me asks about it but please tone it down haha?

like i totally appreciate the support!! but my therapist told me the best way to heal from this situation is to stop interacting with stuff about it, even if just a little less, especially since dylan has never shown signs of stopping his bullshit so taking him down is out of the question.

i want to move on and i dont want my blog to be about a guy that never gave me a hundredth of the attention i've given him. i want my page to be about myself. maybe that's narcissistic of me but i think it's probably healthiest for me since i am, in all technicalities, still a child.

again thank you everyone for the support, thank you all so so so much, this isnt to say stop calling him out or anything its just that its not healthy for me to keep giving this stuff my energy. if you have something to say, say it in your own post. i'm not doing much by posting it myself haha

[okaybuddydyke]

i did a cute test and i wanna share my results, if that's alright with everyone.

i'm an infp-t, 4w5, sp/sx (although i find myself to be more of a sx4 than an sp4? i'm not quite sure), the Bohemian. okay, that's all!

[okaybuddydyke]

uncomfortable period bullshit

oh my god ow ow ow ow ow ow it HURTS TO PEE SO BAD i tried to use a tampon and it literally hurt SO. BAD. i really hope i can go swimming because it hurt so fucking bad . its not like my period is heavy right now maybe i'll be okay. I tooj the tampon out because it hurt and now my pee burns it feels a bit better now but still. Im so upset i hate being a girl so much

[okaybuddydyke]

whenever i get a notification i grt really scared im being cancelled