I know I should have told you what and how much you’ve always meant to me because it’s too late now. I’ve lost you in so many ways and I’ve lost the chance to tell you how much I’d love to go back in time and make things happen in a different way! There’s not a day goes by without you on my mind and it’s so hard to go on. You’re not mine and you have never really been – I’m not supposed to feel this way, I’m not supposed to want it and yet I do… I miss you every day, I guess you will always be my always… Wherever I go, I’ll always see you. You’ll always be with me. And there’s no happy ending coming here, no way a story that started on a night that’s burned into my heart will end the way I wish it could. You’re really gone, no last words, and no matter how many letters I write to you, you’re never going to reply. You’re never going to say good-bye. So I will. Good-bye. Thank you for being my friend, lover. Thank you for being you. -BILLY #ungivenloveletter #August182011 #Fiveyears #EKFA #AnungivenlovelettertoEKFA