Journal - Wednesday, August 29th, 2018
Well. what a day. Well I am drunk, high and just ready. I did some coke tonight. not a ton but it was good. I signed the lease to the place in Boulder. I will get the keys on Friday. I will miss him. the is bad news for me. I What did he say. I will probably bail on his birthday something will come up. I tried to open to open up to him about Bridget. I told him I like her and he says well she feels the same. and Erika. Hoe do I feel about it? Well, I feel she is in an relationship and engaged. was hammered. No way he knew what he was saying. I know for sure I said Bridget. I’ll go to the party. Its going to be fin! so yeah. last night was fun. I don’t think I’m ready for a relationship. Plus it has to be someone in Boulder. I’m going to do good. I’m going to accomplish a lot this year. I want to start making my own vegetable stock and start working on ramen. I have that recipe book so might as well start using it. Definitly want to so the sourdough starter and start making my own bread and get a kitchen aid. or yes. get a nice knife and cast iron and dutch oven! Tools and kitch once a month it’ll work out well.
