Stormy Faye The Christian Runaway Reposted from @annielobert TODAY on August 2, 2003, I was a ticking time bomb. I was walking around like a zombie, dead inside & my heart completely broken. I wanted to make the terrible feelings go away & to numb my aching, severe pain. I didn’t realize it at the time...but I was experiencing the symptoms of complex trauma from being abused growing up & then later trafficked for more than a decade. Raidlroad lines...at least ten. (Cocaine) Heart racing, hurting & going into heart attack mode. I layed in the floor, went blind & thought, “Oh my God I’m going to die” Then I saw the morbid scene. Me in a coffin, skinny, dead. My relatives & friends coming to say their final goodbyes. The enemy had his sick plan for me...a plan of doom, destruction then DEATH. But God! I heard the roaring of the sirens to come & rescue my broken heart. And that’s when the miracle happened... I said “Jesus, I don’t wanna die, please let me live & I will change my life! Save me from myself!” And that was it. I’ve never gone back to drugs, selling myself or my past lifestyle of “the game”. I made a decision, and stuck to it. And I’ve NEVER regretted it—-not one single minute. 17 years ago today—August 2, was the best day of my life! I am free, whole, & ready to change the world! Never give up. Never give in. Choose to live no matter what you’re facing. God will see you through it. I know—I’m living proof. - #regrann . . #FaithForTheJourney @Stormy_Faye StormyFaye.com #StormyFayeTheChristianRunaway #August2nd2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/CDZty47pRIh/?igshid=1q017v7se05tp