It seems to be your go to word. "You're so sweet" or "Too sweet". The thing is I wasn't always so sweet. I honestly never thought of anyone but myself. If it wasn't my way then.. wait there is no other way. That was who I was. Living with this mindset that it's all about me. Don't misunderstand me. I'm fully aware that self love is and must be. You must love yourself. You have to be somebody before you try to be something for someone else. As far as other people however, I didn't care so much about. Then you came along. You've heard that line before. I know so cliche right? Seriously though. You came to me full of life. So vibrant. Then it was like all these brand new feelings I couldn't explain started to arise. How damn rude of you to gracefully float into my life and change my point of view. All of a sudden I find my self thinking about you. I'm not talking about every now and then like at random, hell nah I'm talking about every day type shit. I could go to the store with intentions of buying stuff I'll need that week but leave with things that are for you. I'll be listening to a song and instantly think of you. Or watching tv and if someone says or does something that reminds me of you, I begin to laugh as if you were right there with me. I knew something had to be up when instead of getting snacks for me, I got some for you. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE FOOD? I said all that to say that as sad as it may sound, I never thought i'd be putting someone else before myself. Your mind, your spirit, your soul, your body, your hair, your eyes, your lips, your fingertips, shit all of that I am more than intrigued. Straight up infatuated if i'm being quite honest. You continue to pour positivity within me. You channel emotions in me that I didn't even know existed. As I told you before. I probably want more for you than you want for yourself. I don't want the cliche bullshit that makes the relationships that people praise today. Let's try to guess the ages of different trees as accurately as possible and have dumb ass arguments about who may be right. Or paint on a playground because who the hell does that. You've made me feel like a celestial goddess. So if you ask me.. your the sweet one.