Her name is Aurora and I can't kill her off. She's a ginger child; her face a lovely sight, dazzled with golden freckles. Her parents couldn't tell her apart from her brother until they were about twelve years old. Her green eyes have a couple specks of brown, their murky like the lake they would swim in at the bottom of the mountain a couple miles from their home. They'd walk the two miles to the forests then go through the curves of the mountain, up for several miles then down only a few. They'd be tired by the time they even got to the lake. They'd be too tired to even swim. There they'd splash one another until the water was luke warm. They'd spend hours under the boiling sun, stare at the clouds while they floated on their backs, and see how far they could go under water before getting too scared. Aurora hated swimming alone. Her brother would never leave her alone, and he'd never tease her of it. He was kind like that. When their little sister, Tovah, was born things changed. Todd, the brother, started to coon over her and promised her things that were Aurora's secret to him. She didn't want to share her brother. She wanted to suffocate Tovah under a pillow, or throw her in the lake herself. Until one morning she woke up to the baby crying on her floor. Somehow she made her way out of her crib, which was impossible for her to even do, but Aurora was only six and didn't know any better. She watched the little thing cry, sitting up all on her own, she was big enough to control her body upright, and wanted to walk. Although she was too clumsily still to really put one foot in front of the other. Aurora somehow fell in love with the little girl. She went to her and picked her up, “you’re fat.” She whispered into the baby’s ear. “Fat little baby,” she started to sing. Tovah started giggling and spit dripped from her mouth, but Aurora didn’t care. She was a big sister. She understood why Todd was so different. They needed to protect the baby now. Aurora cuddled her little sister in the bed until the morning sun announced it’s presence through the window, beaming against their faces. She always loved the sun.