I miss school. I do this same thing every year where I loathe my summers because my life passes by and I just sit here feeling like a sad sack of shit. When people arnt required to see me and say hello anymore no one does. No one talks to me anymore unless I start a conversation and even still a lot of them shrug me off. It's been bringing me down lately and it fucking sucks that I derive so much of my happiness from others because no one ever treats me like a god damn fucking human being anymore just something else to kick. But I'm trying to get better at it and make better friends. Idk I'll probably fucking go eat a Popsicle in a few minutes and be fine I just get really bad during the summer and I start to get anxious and iwuiejeuhdksihebsisjhbsijshjsjsj